ask her." "No, you." "I don't like to." "How much money have you
got?" We ascertained what we had, and after a little hesitation, walked
on, passed her, then turned round and stopped. "What are you staring at,
kiddy," said the woman. I was timid, and walked away, Fred stopped with
her. "Wattie, come here," said he in a half whisper. I walked back. "How
much have you got?" the woman said. We both gave her money. "You'll let
us both feel?" said Fred. "Why of course, have you felt a woman before?"
Both of us said we had, feeling bolder. "Was it a woman about here?"
"No." "Did you both feel the same woman?" "No." "Give me another shilling
then, you shall both feel my cunt well, I've such a lot of hair on it."
We gave what he had, and then she walked off without letting us. "I'll
tell your mothers, if you come after me," she cried out.

We were sold; I was once sold again in a similar manner afterwards, when
by myself.

These are the principal baudy incidents of my early youth, which I
recollect, and have not told to friends; many other amusing incidents
told them, are omitted here, for the authorship would be disclosed, if
I did. One or two were peculiar and most amusing, yet I dare not narrate
them; but all show how soon sexual desires developed in me, and what
pleasure early in life even these gave me and others.

I now had arrived at the age of puberty, when male nature asserts itself
in the most timid, and finds means of getting its legitimate pleasure
with women. I did, and then my recollection of things became more
perfect, not only as to the consummations, but of what led to them; yet
nothing seems to me so remarkable as the way I recollect matters which
occurred when I was almost an infant.

CHAPTER V.

Our house.--Charlotte and brother Tom.--Kissing and
groping.--Both in rut.--My first fuck.--A virginity taken.--
At a baudy house.--In a privy.--Tribulations.--Charlotte
leaves.--My despair.

After father's death, our circumstances were further reduced, at the
time I am going to speak of, we had come to a small house nearer London;
one sister went to boarding-school, an aunt (I had many) took another,
I went to a neighboring great school or college, as it was termed, my
little brother Tom was at home; but reference henceforth to members of
my family will be but slight, for they had but little to do with the
incidents of this private life, and unless they were part actors in it,
none