eyhole.

We arranged that I should bathe the next morning and suddenly open the
door. "Pull your cods about well, and I warrant Harriet will look as
long as she can," she said. I did so, heard the servants door carefully
open, and then frigged my cock, till it was as stiff as a poker.
Stepping out of the bath with a towel, as if to dry myself, I opened the
door suddenly, and found Harriet just rising from a stooping position.
She rushed downstairs but quietly for fear of awaking my mother. For all
that I could not make up my mind to try Harriet, but tried to get Brown
again. "No thank you, young devilskin," said she "not with that bitch of
Harriet about."

Then I had a strange erotic fancy. Randy with abstinence and fearful of
Harriet, I took to frigging and spending against a piece of paper pinned
against the wall of my room, opposite to the glass, and when standing in
the tub.

Autumn was coming. As I could not then get leave of absence, my mother
with my sister from school, and little brother, went without me on a
visit to my aunt in H--f--shire, leaving an old female relative who was
very deaf, to take charge in her absence. Cautioning her especially to
make me comfortable, and look sharp after the servants, she said that
she could not bear them and would perhaps dismiss them on her return;
for she had heard them using foul language to each other. I heard this.

Cook gave me unasked her opinion, that Harriet would let me sleep with
her. Instigated by her, I asked Harriet how I looked naked. She did not
reply, and went downstairs. I overheard them quarrelling. Afterwards I
asked her before the cook. She did not know what I meant, she said.
I then asked the cook if she had not been looking at me through the
key-hole. Cook laughed saying, "He caught you, Harriet once, he caught
you." "You are a liar," said Harriet. "Oh! if it comes to that," said
cook, "we have both seen you naked a dozen times." There was a row
interrupted by my deaf relative coming home. The same afternoon cook
whispered to me, "Come to our room when we are both in bed."

That night with candle in my hand and in my nightshirt I crept
stealthily into their room; both were awake, Harriet sat up in bed
staring at me. When I entered cook asked me what I wanted. I replied,
"To see as much of them as they had seen of me," and pulled up my
night-gown to my waist. Cook laughed, Harriet said, "Now leave the
room." "If you are a fool and make a row," said