believe that something else had been given to her to make her
insensible. There was a convulsive movement in her body as she turned
round; her limbs before she did so seemed dead, her breathing resembled
a groan, her breast heaved distressingly, she opened her eyes, but saw
nothing. The more I reflected, the less I understood the agitation of
Camille, who usually was so calm.

I had seen the girl's virgin cunt, and recollect the look of pussy,
belly, thighs, and slit. The cunt-hole as I held the candle near it
seemed to be covered, excepting a little perforation just big enough
to put a little finger through, corresponding with my surgical friend's
description; yet I seemed to have less recollection of it than of all
the rest of her body. It was confused, strange, like the remains of a
dream on my mind. So much had suspicion taken possession of me, that I
was by no means now sure I was not being done. I paid Camille the ten
pounds. When she had got them, she said she expected the fifty pounds
all the same, that the cunt inspection was a preliminary she had not
bargained for. I thought I was being cheated, and said so. We had a
row, but such a fool was I, so much desire had I to get into this
girl,--simply because she was a virgin,--that at last I agreed to it.

The girl could not get up the next day. I saw her in her bed by
myself; she said she had been ill through eating something, and had had
champagne. I caressed her, and in spite of her struggles, got my hands
on her breasts and half-way down her belly, spoke baudy, pulled out my
prick, was repulsed, and gave her a sovereign. Camille came back and
I fucked her. I recollect telling Camille, that there was a wonderful
likeness in face, colour of hair, eyes, limbs, and even in cunt, between
her and her servant. Camille laughed and said, the two families had
always been thought to be much alike, and were related.

Louise became inquisitive about my intimacy with Camille. "Was I her
lover? Was I fond of her?" "Yes I had been, but was not now." "Why did I
come there?" "To see you, my dear."

When Louise first arrived Camille was particular in not exposing her own
legs or breast to me. Before that she used in warm weather to be with
naked breasts, a chemise and slippers often being her only garments. Now
she got into slipshot dressing again, and began to talk baudy. She had
told Louise how she got her living, and talked about making money by
fucking, so she told me; bu