k hair, strong but not
very curly. I didn't much like the look of that. The slit quite hidden
by the hair was long and the lips thin; of inner lips she had none, and
the first idea as I pulled aside the hair was that the cunt was large;
instead of that, low down, and near to her arse-hole was a hole not
bigger than that of a girl's of ten years; you saw both holes quite
close together. Her cunt was in fact a study. Something seemed to bar
the passage; for about an inch further up it seemed smaller. The whole
thing seemed out of proportion, yet I could not say how, or where that
deformity was, with the experience I then had.

Her arse being so flat, her cunt-hole so low, and her thighs so close,
my prick as it entered seemed to bend under in some way and hurt me; my
tight prepuce was often torn rudely down, and frequently bled. When I
probed her cunt with my finger it never seemed to have the soft buttery
feel I had been accustomed to, but to be harsh; so I found it best to
wet my prick copiously with spittle when I had her. Then off we used to
go; she raising her long legs until her heels were above my buttocks,
writhing and wriggling under me and finishing her pleasure with a sort
of snort. Then my prick would be up her until quite small, when with
pain at the knob, I pulled it out, making a sucking noise as it came
away; nor do I think till pulled out, that any spunk left her, such a
fit it was at the mouth.

I had much opportunity with her for a few weeks, and she took good care
that she would have her fill of me. She took sleeping with me as a mater
of course. I used to awaken and find her twiddling it up. If I went up
to my room in the middle of the day and Mrs. ------ was out, she came up
directly, and I had her, for I felt ashamed to say I did not want it. I
am not sure, and at that time did not know much about the thing, and how
little a woman really lascivious will stop at, but believe that in the
night when I was asleep, she used to suck me up; for I have awakened and
found her with her face upon my doodle kissing it. She asked me to kiss
her black pussy, and now think she must have wanted me to lick it, but
did not then see what she wanted. There was one thing I did with her
which I had not done before, and which the flatness of her backside
favored doing, fuck her from behind, both laying on our sides, and it
became my favorite way. I used to go to sleep after my spend with my
prick up her in that fashion;