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e of love consisted in my aiding you to repel the harm and to triumph over your enemies at the risk of the greatest danger to myself?" He shook his head resolutely. "What other proof do you want?" He intimated that he could do without any aid from her. "I am sincere, I swear it!" she exclaimed. "On what can you swear?" "It would appear that you, whom people rate as a saint, and so just, do not believe in repentance?" "I do!" "Then, I repent," said she, rolling her eyes like Magdalen in a Guido picture. "No; those repenting do not say so before they prove it--they give the evidence and do not boast." "But what if I have no time to wait?" she said piteously. "What if it is necessary for my soul's sake and perhaps for yours, that I should tell you at once what I intended to exhibit gradually when I arrived? make the effort to believe me without delay, for one single minute may redeem my blackened life and save all to come. Is it so hard for you to listen to me, and to believe me?" she wailed. "It would only be renewing an old habit of yours, for you used to love me, and ardently, too! The first kiss you ever gave to a woman, and the only ones you ever received from a woman, are mine! you see I do not doubt you, though appearances were against you when I returned to this house. All your chastity--enthusiasm--energy, love and faith--all were poured into this bosom. Can these things be forgotten? No, no, never! I am sure that when a man like you loves a woman like me, her memory never leaves him." "You mistake!" he said dryly. "And you, if you think that those fops at the marchioness' were not tricked and fooled by me! even the cheat who induced me to leave my home--you see, I am frank--he was my dupe, and I saw all the time his inferiority to the husband whom I quitted. In that case, it was a fortune that tempted me, for you know how pressed we were! But when alone, sobered--horrified by the warning conveyed in the sudden death of that man, I valued you correctly, and saw that I loved you above all men. I was subjected to the power of goodness and loving which is enthroned in you. All of a sudden, as you fell in love, I adored you, and if only you could have been kept in ignorance of what I did, there would have been no wife more faithful, devoted, submissive and loving than your own Cesarine." "Did I not forgive you when I learned of your faults?" he reproached her. "True, you pardoned me,"
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