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-_his?_" "It's because of a number of reasons, one of which is mine. It's this--that I find it difficult to go away with one man--when I have to turn my back upon the overwhelming debt I owe another. I do owe it--I _do_. The more I try to ignore it, the more it comes in between me and--" He pressed forward, raising himself on the first step of the stairs, till his face was on a level with hers. He grew red and stammered: "But, Miss Guion, you're--you're--in love with him?--the man you'd be going away with?" She nodded. "Yes; but that wouldn't help me to feel justified with regard to the--the duty--I was leaving behind." He dropped again to the level of the hall. "I don't understand. Do you mean to say that what I've done for Mr. Guion would keep you from getting married?" "I'm not prepared to say that. Colonel Ashley is so--so splendid in the way he takes everything that--But I'll say this much," she began again, "that you've made it _hard_ for me to be married." "How so? I thought it would be all the other way." "If you'll put yourself in my place--or in Colonel Ashley's place--you'll see. Try to think what it means for two people like us to go away--and be happy--and live in a great, fashionable world--and be people of some importance--knowing that some one else--who was nothing to us, as we were nothing to him--had to deprive himself of practically everything he had in the world to enable us to do it." "But if it was a satisfaction to him--" "That wouldn't make any difference to us. The facts would be the same." "Then, as far as I see, I've done more harm than good." "You've helped papa." "But I haven't helped you." "As I understand it, you didn't want to." "I didn't want to--to do the reverse." "Perhaps it wouldn't be the reverse if you could condescend to let me do something for you. It would be the fair exchange which is no robbery. That's why I suggest that if I'm to have that--that life over there--you should profit by its advantages." He shook his head violently. "No, Miss Guion. Please don't think of it. It's out of the question. I wish you'd let me say once for all that you owe me nothing. I shall never accept anything from you--never!" "Oh!" It was the protest of one who has been hurt. "I'll take that back," he said, instantly. "There _is_ something you can do for me and that I should like. Marry your Englishman, Miss Guion, and do what you said just now--go away an
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