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"You may understand this," she said, keeping her voice as much under control as possible, "you may understand this, that I don't know whom I'm in love with, or whether or not I'm in love with any one. That's the best I can say. I'm sorry, Rupert--but I don't think it's altogether my fault. Papa's troubles seem to have transported me into a world where they neither marry nor are given in marriage--where the whole subject is alien to--" "But you said," he protested, bitterly, "no longer ago than yesterday that you--_loved_ me." "And I suppose I do. I did in Southsea. I did--right up to the minute when I learned what papa--and I--had been doing all these years--and that if the law had been put in force--You see, that's made me feel as if I were benumbed--as if I were frozen--or dead. You mustn't blame me too much--" "My darling, I'm not blaming you. I'm not such a duffer but that I can understand how you feel. It'll be all right. You'll come round. This is like an illness, by Jove!--that's what it's like. But you'll get better, dear. After we're married--if you'll _only_ marry me--" "I said I'd do that, Rupert--I said it yesterday--if you'd give up--what I understand you _have_ given up--" He was on his guard against admitting this. "I haven't given it up. They've made it impossible for me to do it; that's all. It's their action, not mine." "It comes to the same thing. I'm ready to keep my promise." "You don't say it with much enthusiasm." "Perhaps I say it with something better. I think I do. At the same time I wish--" "You wish what?" "I wish I had attached another condition to it." "It mayn't be too late for that even now. Let's have it." "If I had thought of it," she said, with a faint, uncertain smile, "I should have exacted a promise that you and he should be--friends." He spoke sharply. "Who? Me? That's a good 'un, by Jove! You may as well understand me, dear, once and for all. I don't make friends of cow-punchers of that sort." "I do," she said, coldly, turning again to her note-book. * * * * * It was not strange that Ashley should pass the remainder of the day in a state of irritation against what he called "this American way of doing things." Neither was it strange that when, after dinner in the evening, Davenant kept close to him as they were leaving Rodney Temple's house, the act should have struck the Englishman as a bit of odious presumptio
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