loor, with the bed visible from the street, and
which street I often walked in for the pleasure of looking at the women.
A woman standing at a door seized my hand, asking me in, and at the same
time pulling me quite violently into the little passage. I had barely
seen her, and upon her saying, "Come and have me," replied that I had
scarcely any money. "Never mind," said she, "we will have a fuck for
all that." She shut the door, closed rapidly the outer wooden shutters,
which all the ground-floor windows had in that street, and began to kiss
me and feel my prick. I then saw she was half drunk. Quickly she pulled
me towards the bed, threw herself on it, pulled up her clothes to her
navel, and cried aloud, "Fuck me,--fuck me,--fuck me.--oh! how I want
a fuck, make haste." She was a tall woman with dark hair on her cunt,
neither very long nor thick. As I looked at it, I saw the inner lips
hanging out a full inch, I put my finger, two, then three fingers up her
cunt easily. It was enormous. It shocked me, having never seen such a
cunt before I am quite sure. She meanwhile did nothing but jerk,
and wriggle her arse about, shouting out, "Fuck me,--put your prick
in,--fuck me,--fuck me."

The look of her thing, its size, and her manner so shocked me, that my
prick refused its work, and I told her so. She jumped off of the bed,
fell on her knees, and began sucking my prick violently, made it stiff
in spite of me, got on to the bed again, and recommenced crying out for
me to do it to her. With a feeling of disgust I got on her, slipped my
prick up and began, but it felt nowhere. I could not make out that it
was up a cunt at all, so loose was it. If it had been in a wet bladder,
it could not have felt looser, and it shrunk up again to nothing. "I
can't do it," said I in a fright, for her manner was so lewed, and
became so ferocious, that it quite upset me. "What! a fine young man
like you can't do it," said she. "No" (and as an apology), "I often
can't do it." Again she got it stiff by sucking it. That quite disgusted
me, but on to the bed and into her again I got. My doodle in a minute
began to shrink, but whilst in her, she wriggled and jerked away so
hard, that I think she must have got a pleasure, for she laid quiet for
a time. I was very glad to get off; but was not to be let off so easy.
"I _will_ give you a pleasure," said she, "I can if anyone can," and
although it disgusted me, for such a thing had never been done to me