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r, saving with a pretty movement of her shoulders the dress that was slipping from them, he saw himself dancing with her.... They passed in front of a mirror, and looking straight over her shoulder his eyes followed the tremulous sparkle of the diamond wings which she wore in her hair. Then, yielding to an impulse of which he was not ashamed, for it was as much affection as it was sensual, he drew over a chair--he would have knelt at her feet had it not been for his gout--and passing his arm about her waist, he said-- "Dearest, I'm very fond of you, you know that. It is not my fault if I prefer to be your lover rather than your husband." He kissed her on her shoulders, laying his cheek on her bosom. "Don't you believe that I am fond of you, Evelyn?" "Yes, Owen, I think you are." "Not a very enthusiastic reply. It used to be you who delighted to throw your arms about my neck. But all that is over and done with." "One is not always in such humours, Owen." Watching each other's eyes they were conscious of their souls; every moment it seemed as if their souls must float up and be discovered; and, while fearing discovery, there came a yearning to stand out of all shadow in the full light. But they could not tell their souls; words fell back abortive; and they recognised the mortal lot of alienation; and rebelling against it, he held her face, he sought her lips, but she turned her face aside, leaving him her cheek. "Why do you turn your lips away? It is a long time since I've kissed you ... you're cold and indifferent lately, Evelyn." A memory of Ulick shot through her mind, and he would have divined her thought if his perception had not been blinded by the passion which swayed him. "No, Owen, no. We're an engaged couple; we're no longer lovers." "And you think that we should begin by respecting the marriage ceremony?" She seemed to lose sight of him, she perceived only the general idea, that outline of her life which he represented, and which she could in a way trace in the furniture of the room. It was in this room she had said she would be his mistress. It was from this room she had started for Paris. Her eyes lighted on the harpsichord. He had bought it in some vague intention of presenting it to her father, some day when they were reconciled; the viola da gamba he had bought for her sake; it was the poor little excuse he had devised for coming to see her at Dulwich. She saw the Gainsborough: how
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