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or two years. Let us then talk a little. Let me take your hat. Yes, that is it! Now let us talk. I am sure we may become friends again. As for me at least--what do you intend to do in the future besides painting my portrait? Leon.--The conversation about me would not last long. Let us take another more interesting subject. You had better talk about yourself--about your life, your family. Jadwiga.--As for my husband, he is, as usual, in Chantilly. My mother is dead! Poor mama! She was so fond of you--she loved you very much (after a pause). In fact, as you see, I have grown old and changed greatly. Leon.--At your age the words "I have grown old" are only a daring challenge thrown by a woman who is not afraid that she would be believed. Jadwiga.--I am twenty-three years old, so I am not talking about age in years, but age in morals. I feel that to-day I am not like that Jadwiga of Kalinowice whom you used to know so well. Good gracious! when I think to-day of that confidence and faith in life--those girlish illusions--the illusions of a young person who wished to be happy and make others happy, that enthusiasm for everything good and noble! where has all that gone--where has it disappeared? And to think that I was--well, an honest wild-flower--and to-day-- Leon.--And to-day a society woman. Jadwiga.--To-day, when I see such a sceptical smile as I saw a few moments ago on your lips, it seems to me that I am ridiculous--very often so--even always when I sit at some ideal embroidery and when I begin to work at some withered flowers on the forgotten, despised canvas of the past. It is a curious and old fashion from times when faithfulness was not looked seriously on, and people sang of Filon. Leon.--At that moment you were speaking according to the latest mode. Jadwiga.--Shall I weep, or try to tie the broken thread? Well, the times change. I can assure you that I have some better moments, during which I laugh heartily at everything (handing him a cigarette). Do you smoke? Leon.--No, madam. Jadwiga.--I do. It is also a distraction. Sometimes I hunt _par force_ with my husband, I read Zola's novels, I make calls and receive visits, and every morning I ponder as to the best way to kill time. Sometimes I succeed--sometimes not. Apropos, you know my husband, do you not? Leon.--I used to know him. Jadwiga.--He is very fond of hunting, but only _par force_. We never hunt otherwise. Leon.--Let us be
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