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down at her feet. "I am not worthy," he murmured, in real self-abasement. "No, you are not. But--I love you." He sprang up. "I _will_ be worthy. You shall do all you think right, and I--will help you." "Yes, help me by leaving me." "For the present--I will go." "For always." "Margaret, do not be hard. And now, when I know--" "You _do_ believe me, then?" she interrupted, with winning sweetness. "Yes, I believe you! It makes me tremble to think what it would be if we were married; they _say_ people do not die of joy." She came out of her trance. Her face changed, apprehension returned--the old fear and pain. She rallied her sinking courage. "We will not talk of things that do not concern us," she said, gently. "All my life--that is, the peace of it--is in your power, Evert, now that you know the truth about me. But I am sure I have not put faith in you in vain." "Don't you remember saying to me 'Do you wish me to die without ever having been my full self once?' So now I say to you, Margaret, do you wish to die without ever having lived? You have never lived yet with anything like a full completeness. I am not a bad man, I declare it to you, and you are the most unselfish of women; you have a husband who has no claim upon you, either in right or law; Margaret, let us break that false tie. And then!--see, I do not move a step nearer. But I put it before you--I plead--" "And do you think I have not felt the temptation too?" she murmured, looking at him. "When Lanse left me, over there on the river, don't you remember that I went down on my knees? It was the beating of my heart at the thought of how easily after that I could be freed--freed, I mean, by law--that was what I was trying to pray down. To be free to think of you, though you should never know it, even that would have been like a new life to me." "Take it now," said Winthrop. He grasped her hand. But she drew it from him. "Surely you know what I believe, what all this means to me--that for such mistakes as a marriage like mine there is, on this earth at least, no remedy." "We'll _make_ a remedy." Again she strengthened herself against him. "Do you think that a separation--I will use plain words, a divorce--is right when it is obtained, no matter what the outside pretext, to enable two persons who have loved each other unlawfully to marry?" "Unlawfully--you make me rage! _Lanse_ is the unlawful one." "That doesn't excuse me."
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