oindexter,
meanwhile, sweeping a remote corridor, had had a tussle with her
conscience; and gagged it.
"No one here?" said Margaret in surprise. "Where are the others?"
"I didn't come to see the others," Winthrop answered.
Though many months had elapsed since their last meeting, no greeting
passed between them beyond this; they did not even shake hands. She had
seen upon entering that angry feelings had possession of him, that this
time he would not go through any of the forms. This made her only the
more anxious to keep to them strictly herself.
"I hope you have come to stay with us a while," she said.
He paid no attention to this. "Shall we go out--to the garden, or
somewhere? I wish to see you alone."
"We couldn't well be more alone than this, could we?" she answered,
looking about the room.
"But they may interrupt us. If they do, I shall ask you very soon to
come out, and you must come." He crossed the room and closed the door.
"You got my letter?"
"I was answering it when you came."
"I didn't want a written answer. It came over me, after I had sent mine,
that I knew just what you would write in reply--the very words. Not that
you have written so often; in two years and a half I think three notes
of six lines each would about sum it up. But I know every written phrase
of yours just the same; so I have come to get an answer in person--a
more sensible and reasonable one."
She did not say, "There will be nothing more reasonable." It was what
was in her thoughts; but it seemed wiser not to express her thoughts
now.
"How changed you are!" he said; "even in eighteen months so much
changed."
"No one here sees such a change." She faced his gaze proudly.
"The same old look! Of course they don't; so long as you keep everything
going smoothly and everybody comfortable, they don't want to see any;
they never will see one till you're in your coffin."
He was still gazing at her. "Arrange your life as you like," he went on,
abruptly, "but at least come away from here. You can do that. And I
shall insist upon it."
The fear of him that she had felt from the time of entering was
increasing. He had never looked quite as he did at this moment; his
voice had never had quite these tones before. The long months that had
stretched into years had made no difference, then; everything was to be
as hard, perhaps harder than ever!
Her fear caused her to answer with something like appeal. "But I do not
wish
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