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to go away. I like it much better here than I should like being in New York. It is quiet; I am of some use; I am--I am really contented here." "Since when have you learned to speak so falsely? You are probably afraid of me! You see, and correctly, that I am not to be put off this time, as I was when I came before--put off with a little preaching, a few compliments and exhortations. You are afraid I shall smash the pretty glass walls you have built up round your sham life here, your charming domestic life, your happy home circle." "I don't think you have any right to take that tone." "Yes, I have; the right of our love." "We must forget that. We are not growing any younger; at least I am not. Men are different, perhaps." Winthrop laughed. "Very well done, Margaret. But not well enough. You are trying to pretend that you have outlived it; and that I have. But our two faces contradict that; yours is wasted and drawn, and look at me--have I the appearance of a man who is even moderately happy?" She had not trusted herself to look at him much; she remembered too vividly Garda's description--"changed," "bitter," "hard." But involuntarily now she did look at him. And she saw all that Garda had described; and more. "What is it you wish me to do?" she asked, hurriedly. "Come away from here." "But where?" "Anywhere you like.--Where I could see you sometimes." "No--no." "Very well, then; anywhere you like. And I won't see you." "It wouldn't do me any good!" These words burst from her almost unconsciously. She dropped into the nearest chair. He came and seated himself near her in silence. "You saw Garda before she went abroad?" she said, beginning again. "Yes." "She wished to see you, I know." "How you say that--how timidly! Garda, at least, is not troubled by timidity." "Perhaps you will go abroad again yourself?" "Not to see Mrs. Lucian Spenser! Would you like to have me go?" he added. "Yes." "I am very much obliged to you. It's a plan, is it?--you wouldn't have spoken of her otherwise. I see; I am growing older, I'm lonely, I'm sad; perhaps I'm wicked. A 'home,' therefore, is the thing I need--you women think so much of a home--and so you've planned this. It's very ingenious. But unfortunately I don't fall in with it. Don't waste any more time talking of Garda," he said, sharply. Margaret's head was bent. "It isn't possible that you have thought I _could_ care for her, Ma
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