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et us there--shall I? or do you not wish to do anything but walk to-day?" "O yes. After my visit is paid, I shall be ready." "But it will be very inconvenient to walk so far in your habit. Can you manage that?" "I expect to enlighten you a good deal as to a woman's power of managing," said Eleanor. "Is that a warning?" said he, making her turn her face towards him. Eleanor gratified him with one of her full mischievous smiles. "Did anybody ever tell you," said he continuing the inspection, "that you were handsome?" "It never was worth anybody's while." "How was that?" "Simply, that he would have gained nothing by it." "Then I suppose I should not, or you think so?" "Nothing in the world. Mr. Carlisle, if you please, I will go and put on my hat." The day was November in a mild mood; pleasant enough for a walk; and so one at least of the two found it. For Eleanor, she was in a divided mood; yet even to her the exercise was grateful, and brought some glow and stir of spirits through the body to the mind. At times, too, now, she almost bent before what seemed her fate, in hopelessness of escaping from it; and at those times she strove to accommodate herself to it, and tried to propitiate her captor. She did this from a twofold motive. She did fear him, and feared to have him anything but pleased with her; half slumbering that feeling lay; another feeling she was keenly conscious of. The love that he had for her; a gift that no woman can receive and be wholly unmoved by it; the affection she herself had allowed him to bestow, in full faith that it would not be thrown away; that stung Eleanor with grief and self-reproach; and made her at times question whether her duty did not lie where she had formally engaged it should. At such times she was very subdued in gentleness and in observance of Mr. Carlisle's pleasure; subdued to a meekness foreign to her natural mood, and which generally, to tell the truth, was accompanied by a very unwonted sedateness of spirits also; something very like the sedateness of despair. She walked now silently the first half of the way; managing her long habit in a way that she knew Mr. Carlisle knew, though he took no open notice of it. The day was quite still, the road footing good. A slight rime hung about the distance, veiled faintly the Rythdale woods, enshrouded the far-off village, as they now and then caught glimpses of it, in its tuft of surrounding trees. Yet nea
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