ast; and mamma and Alfred are gone in the carriage to
Brompton; and papa is out somewhere. Are you better, Nellie?"
"I shall never be better!" said Eleanor. She turned and hid her face.
"Oh why, Eleanor? What makes you say that? What is the matter? I knew
yesterday you were not happy."
"I am never going to be happy. I hope you will."
"I am happy," said Julia. "And you will be. I told Mr. Rhys you were
not happy,--and he said you would be by and by."
"Julia!" said Eleanor raising herself on her elbow and with a colour
spreading all over her face,--"don't talk to Mr. Rhys about me or my
concerns! What makes you do such a thing?"
"Why I haven't anybody else to talk to," said Julia. "Give me your
foot, and I'll put on your stocking. Come! you are going to get up. And
besides, he thinks a great deal of you, and we pray for you every day."
"Who?"
"He does, and I. Come!--give me your foot."
"_He, and you!_" said Eleanor.
"Yes," said Julia looking up. "We pray for you every day. What's the
matter, Eleanor?"
Her hand was laid sorrowfully and tenderly on the shoulder of the
sister whose face was again hid from her. But at the touch Eleanor
raised her head.
"You seem a different child, Julia, from what you used to be."
"What's the matter, Nellie?"--very tenderly.
"I wish I was different too," said Eleanor, springing out of bed; "and
I want time to go away by myself and think it out and battle it out,
until I know just what is right and am ready to do it; and instead of
that, mamma and Mr. Carlisle have arranged--"
"Stop and sit down," said Julia taking hold of her; "you look white and
black and all colours. Wait and rest, Eleanor."
But Eleanor would not till she had tried the refreshment of cold water,
and had put her beautiful hair in order; then she sat down in her
dressing-gown. Julia had watched and now stood anxiously beside her.
"Oh, what _is_ the matter, Eleanor?"
"I don't know, Julia. I do not know what is right."
"Have you asked God to make you know?"
"No," said Eleanor, drooping.
"That's what Mr. Rhys always does, so he is never troubled. I will tell
you what he says--he says, 'What time I am afraid, I will trust in
thee.' Then he feels safe, you know."
"It is a pity you cannot go to the South Seas with Mr. Rhys. You talk
of nothing but him."
"I would like to go with him," said Julia simply. "But I have learned
how to feel safe too, for I trust in Jesus too; and I know
|