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they passed through the ruins, "why the House is called 'the Priory.' The priory buildings are here." "There too," said Mr. Carlisle. "The oldest foundations are really up there; and part of the superstructure is still hidden within the modern walls. After they had established themselves up there, the monks became possessed of the richer sheltered lands of the valley and moved themselves and their headquarters accordingly." The gloom of the afternoon was already gathering over the old tower of the priory church. The influence of the place and time went to swell the under current of Eleanor's thoughts and bring it nearer to the surface. It would have driven her into silence, but that she did not choose that it should. She met Mr. Carlisle's conversation, all the way, with the sort of subdued gentleness that had been upon her and which the day's work had deepened. Nevertheless, when Eleanor went in at home, and the day's work lay behind her, and Rythdale's master was gone, and all the fascinations the day had presented to her presented themselves anew to her imagination, Eleanor thought with sinking of heart--that what Jane Lewis had was better than all. So she went to bed that night. CHAPTER XI. AT BROMPTON. "Why, and I trust, and I may go too. May I not? What, shall I be appointed hours: as though, belike, I know not what to take and what to leave? Ha!" "Eleanor, what is the matter?" said Julia one day. For Eleanor was found in her room in tears. "Nothing--I am going to ruin only;--that is all." "Going to _what?_ Why Eleanor--what is the matter?" "Nothing--if not that." "Why Eleanor!" said the little one in growing astonishment, for Eleanor's distress was evidently great, and jumping at conclusions with a child's recklessness,--"Eleanor!--don't you want to be married?" "Hush! hush!" exclaimed Eleanor rousing herself up. "How dare you talk so, I did not say anything about being married." "No, but you don't seem glad," said Julia. "Glad! I don't know that I ever shall feel glad again--unless I get insensible--and that would be worse." "Oh Eleanor! what is it? do tell me!" "I have made a mistake, that is all, Julia," her sister said with forced calmness. "I want time to think and to get right, and to be good--then I could be in peace, I think; but I am in such a confusion of everything, I only know I am drifting on like a ship to the rocks. I can't catch my breath." "Do
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