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eyes, before care or doubt has ever visited them. Eleanor was silent with surprise, and Jane spoke first. "I am glad to see you, Miss Eleanor." "You are better, Jane, to-day." "I think--I am almost well," said Jane, pausing for breath as she spoke, and smiling at the same time. "What has happened to you since I was here last? You do not look like the same." "Ma'am, I am not the same. The Lord's messenger has come--and I've heard the message--and O, Miss Eleanor, I'm happy!" "What do you mean, Jane?" said Eleanor; though it struck coldly through all her senses what it did mean. "Dear Miss Eleanor," said Jane, looking at her lovingly--"I wish you was as happy as I be!" "What makes you happy?" "O ma'am, because I love Jesus. I love Jesus!" "You must tell me more, Jane. I do not understand you. The other night, when I was here, you were not happy." "Miss Eleanor, I didn't know him then. Since then I've seen how good he is--and how beautiful--and what he has done for me;--and I'm happy!" "Can't you tell me more, Jane? I want to understand it." "Miss Eleanor, it's hard to tell. I'm thinking, one can't tell another--but the Lord must just shew himself." "What has he shewn to you?" said Eleanor gloomily. The girl lifted her eyes with a placid light in them, as she answered, "He has showed me how he loves me--and that he has forgiven me--O how good he is, Miss Eleanor!--and how he will take me home. And now I don't want for to stay--no more now." "You were afraid of dying, the other night, Jane." "That's gone,"--said the girl expressively. "But how did it go?" "I can't say, ma'am. I just saw how Jesus loves me--and I felt I loved him--and then how could I be feared, Miss Eleanor? when all's in his hand." Eleanor stood still, looking at the transformed face before her, and feeling ready to sink on the floor and cry out for very sorrow of heart. Had this poor creature put on the invisible panoply which made her dare to go among the angels, while Eleanor's own hand was empty--could not reach it--could not grasp it? She stood still with a cold brow and dark face. "Jane, I wish you could give me what you have got--so as not to lose it yourself." "Jesus will give it to you, Miss Eleanor," said the girl with a brightening eye and smile. "I know he will." "I do not know of him, Jane, as you do," Eleanor said gravely. "What did you do to gain this knowledge?" "I? I did nought, ma
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