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wn old and gray and haggard: "I don't know what to do," he said, as though speaking to himself;--"I don't know where to turn. She would marry me if you'd let her; she will never marry me if my family is unkind to her--" "What _will_ she do, then?" asked Lily, coolly. For a moment he let her words pass, then, turned around. The expression of his sister's brightly curious eyes perplexed him. "What do you mean?" he asked, disturbed. "What I say, Louis. I asked you what Miss West means to do if she does not marry you? Discontinue her indiscreet intimacy with you?" "Why should she?" Lily said, sharply: "I would not have to put that question to a modest girl." "I have to put it to _you_!" he retorted, beginning to lose his self-command. "Why should Valerie West discontinue her friendship with me because my family's stupid attitude toward her makes it impossible for a generous and proud girl to marry me?" Lily, pale, infuriated, leaned forward in her chair. "Because," she retorted violently, "if that intimacy continues much longer a stupid world and your stupid family will believe that the girl is your mistress! But in that event, thank God, the infamy will rest where it belongs--not on us!" A cold rage paralysed his speech; she saw its ghastly reflection on his white and haggard face--saw him quiver under the shock; rose involuntarily, terrified at the lengths to which passion had scourged her: "Louis," she faltered--"I--I didn't mean that!--I was beside myself; forgive me, please! Don't look like that; you are frightening me--" She caught his arm as he passed her, clung to it, pallid, fearful, imploring,--"W-what are you going to do, Louis! Don't go, dear, please. I'm sorry, I'm very, very humble. Won't you speak to me? I said too much; I was wrong;--I--I will try to be different--try to reconcile myself to--to what--you--wish--" He looked down at her where she hung to him, tearful face lifted to his: "I didn't know women could feel that way about another woman," he said, in a dull voice. "There's no use--no use--" "But--but I love you dearly, Louis! I couldn't endure it to have anything come between us--disrupt the family--" "Nothing will, Lily.... I must go now." "Don't you believe I love you?" He drew a deep, unconscious breath. "I suppose so. Different people express love differently. There's no use in asking you to be different--" She said, piteously: "I'm trying. Don't yo
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