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r his place at El Nauar. He had several other things in view--" she shrugged--"but _The Mohave_ sailed suddenly with its owner for a voyage around the world--so John was told;--and--Valerie, it's the first clear breath of relief I've drawn since Penrhyn Cardemon entered John's studio." "I didn't know he had ever been there." "Yes; twice." "Did you see him there?" "Yes. I nearly dropped. At first he did not recognise me--I was very young--when--" "Did he speak to you?" "Yes. I managed to answer. John was not looking at me, fortunately.... After that he wrote to me--and I burned the letter.... It was horrible; he said that Jose Querida was his guest at El Nauar, and he asked me to get you because you knew Querida, and be his guest for a week end.... I cried that night; you heard me." "Was _that_ it!" asked Valerie, very pale. "Yes; I was too wretched to tell you," Valerie sat silent, her teeth fixed in her lower lip. Then: "Jose could not have known what kind of a man the--other--is." "I hope not." "Oh, he _couldn't_ have known! Rita, he wouldn't have let him ask us--" "Men seldom deceive one another." "You _don't_ think Jose Querida _knew_?" "I--don't--think.... Valerie, men are very--very unlike women.... Forgive me if I seem to be embittered.... Even you have had your experience with men--the men that all the world seems to like--kind, jolly, generous, jovial, amusing men--and clever men; men of attainment, of distinction. And they--the majority of them--are, after all, just men, Valerie, just men in a world made for men, a world into which we come like timid intruders; uncertain through generations of uncertainty--innocently stupid through ages of stupid innocence, ready to please though not knowing exactly how; ready to be pleased, God knows, with pleasures as innocent as the simple minds that dream of them. "Valerie, I do not believe any evil first came into this world of men through any woman." Valerie looked down at her folded hands--small, smooth, white hands, pure of skin and innocent as a child's. "I don't know," she said, troubled, "how much more unhappiness arises through men than through women, if any more ... I like men. Some are unruly--like children; some have the sense and the morals of marauding dogs. "But, at worst, the unruly and the marauders seem so hopelessly beneath one, intellectually, that a girl's resentment is really more of contempt than of anger-
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