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ace--yes, indeed I would.... But, Jose dear, if you'll take the mature advice of fair, plump, and forty, you'll let the lesser ambition go. "A clever wealthy woman nearer your age, and on the edge of things--with you for a husband, ought to carry you and herself far enough to suit you. And there'd be more amusement in it, believe me.... And now--you may kiss my hand--very good-humoredly and respectfully, and we'll talk about those architects. Shall we?" * * * * * For twenty-four hours Querida remained a profoundly astonished man. Examine, in retrospective, as he would, the details of the delicately adjusted machinery which for so many years had slowly but surely turned the interlocking cog-wheels of destiny for him, he could not find where the trouble had been--could discover no friction caused by neglect of lubricants; no over-oiling, either; no flaw. Wherein lay the trouble? Based on what error was his theory that the average man could marry anybody he chose? Just where had he miscalculated? He admitted that times changed very fast; that the world was spinning at a rate that required nimble wits to keep account of its revolutions. But his own wits were nimble, almost feminine in the rapid delicacy of their intuition--_almost_ feminine, but not quite. And he felt, vaguely, that there lay his mistake in engaging a woman with a woman's own weapons; and that the only chance a man has is to perplex her with his own. The world was spinning rapidly; times changed very fast, but not as fast as women were changing in the Western World. For the self-sufficient woman--the self-confident, self-sustaining individual, not only content but actually preferring autonomy of mind and body, was a fact in which Jose Querida had never really ever believed. No sentimentalist does or really can. And all creators of things artistic are, basically, sentimentalists. Querida's almond-shaped, velvet eyes had done their share for him in his time; they were merely part of a complex machinery which, included many exquisitely adjusted parts which could produce at will such phenomena as temporary but genuine sympathy and emotion: a voice controlled and modulated to the finest nuances; a grace of body and mind that resembled inherent delicacy; a nervous receptiveness and intelligence almost supersensitive in its recognition of complicated ethical problems. It was a machinery which could make of him any mann
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