FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269  
270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   >>  
-and perhaps more of pity than of either." Rita said: "I cannot feel as charitably.... _You_ still have that right." "Rita! Rita!" she said softly, "we both have loved men, you with the ignorance and courage of a child--I with less ignorance and with my courage as yet untested. Where is the difference between us--if we love sincerely?" Rita leaned forward and looked at her searchingly: "Do you mean to do--what you said you would?" "Yes." "Why?" "Because he wants me." Rita sprang to her feet and began pacing the floor. "I will not have it so!" she said excitedly, "I will not have it so! If he is a man--a real man--he will not have it so, either. If he will, he does not love you; mark what I say, Valerie--he does not love you enough. No man can love a woman enough to accept that from her; it would be a paradox, I tell you!" "He loves me enough," said Valerie, very pale. "He could not love me as I care for him; it is not in a man to do it, nor in any human being to love as I love him. You don't understand, Rita. I _must_ be a part of him--not very much, because already there is so much to him--and I am so--so unimportant." "You are more important than he is," said Rita fiercely--"with all your fineness and loyalty and divine sympathy and splendid humility--with your purity and your loveliness; and in spite of his very lofty intellect and his rather amazing genius, and his inherited social respectability--_you_ are the more important to the happiness and welfare of this world--even to the humblest corner in it!" "Rita! Rita! What wild, partisan nonsense you are talking!" [Illustration: "His thoughts were mostly centred on Valerie."] "Oh, Valerie, Valerie, if you only knew! If you only knew!" * * * * * Querida called next day. Rita was at home but flatly refused to see him. "Tell Mr. Querida," she said to the janitor, "that neither I nor Miss West are at home to him, and that if he is as nimble at riddles as he is at mischief he can guess this one before his friend Mr. Cardemon returns from a voyage around the world." Which reply slightly disturbed Querida. All during dinner--and he was dining alone--he considered it; and his thoughts were mostly centred on Valerie. Somehow, some way or other he must come to an understanding with Valerie West. Somehow, some way, she must be brought to listen to him. Because, while he lived, married or single, poor o
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269  
270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   >>  



Top keywords:

Valerie

 

Querida

 
Because
 

centred

 
Somehow
 

ignorance

 
courage
 

thoughts

 
important
 

humblest


corner

 
welfare
 

happiness

 
social
 
respectability
 

Illustration

 

talking

 

partisan

 

nonsense

 

called


considered
 

dining

 
dinner
 
disturbed
 

understanding

 
single
 

married

 

brought

 

listen

 
slightly

nimble
 

riddles

 
janitor
 

refused

 

mischief

 
voyage
 

returns

 

Cardemon

 

inherited

 

friend


flatly

 

understand

 

searchingly

 

looked

 

forward

 
sincerely
 

leaned

 

excitedly

 

pacing

 
sprang