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s and his long white hair, he could be almost child-like in his ways. His was one of those simple and rare natures that never grow old. "Rightly or wrongly, my parents elected to keep me at home. I was their all in life; they would have me under their own roof. And why not? My future was assured. I should be wealthy. It was not necessary to go out into the world to learn to fight my way, as it is called. In the matter of education I certainly did not suffer. Experience of the world came soon enough. "So our quiet and charming life went on. Looking back, I would not change one single circumstance of those early days. They are a treasure-house on which I still draw for strength and guidance. "We were by no means isolated. My father was given to hospitality and delighted in receiving his friends. We mixed freely with the few families of our own rank in the neighbourhood. Nevertheless these were exceptional times. He was happiest--we all were--when the house was free from guests and we were all in all to each other. It was a paradise of four people; for the Abbe in time became as one of ourselves. If good influence were wanted, he gave it. He was a deeply religious man in the wide acceptance of the term; not thinking of saints and fasts and penances, but of the higher life which looks Above for strength and consolation. I much fear me he would have passed but a poor examination before the Consistory of Rome. I doubt if he would have escaped excommunication. Holy, upright man!" cried Delormais with emotion. "He was as much above ordinary human nature, with all its petty ways and narrowing limits, as the stars are above the earth." Again he paused, and for a moment seemed plunged in profound sadness. He had evidently reached a painful crisis in his life. A deep sigh escaped him which seemed weighted with the burden of years. Then with an effort, still turning upon us that kindly, penetrating eye, he went on with his narrative. "At the age of fifteen came my first great sorrow--the greatest sorrow of my life. I could not have conceived that our cloudless sky would so suddenly become overcast with the blackness of night. "My mother died. A man loses his wife, and however much he loved her, he may get him another. But he can have but one mother in his life, one father. "For long she had been gradually failing. Much as I loved her, my boyish eyes did not perceive the change that was coming. I did not see that this
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