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he gave in it. But Miss Shirley told him she was ready to take her full share of the blame, and, if anything came of it, she authorized him to put the whole blame on her." Verrian made a pause which his mother took for invitation or permission to ask, "And was he satisfied with that?" "I don't know. I wasn't, and it's only just to Miss Shirley to say that she wasn't, either. She didn't try to justify it to me; she merely said she was so frightened that she couldn't have done anything. She may have realized more than the Brown girl what they had done." "The postmaster, did he regard it as anything worse than foolishness?" "I don't believe he did. At any rate, he was satisfied with what his daughter had done in owning up." "Well, I always liked that girl's letter. And did they show him your letter?" "It seems that they did." "And what did he say about that?" "I suppose, what I deserved. Miss Shirley wouldn't say, explicitly. He wanted to answer it, but they wouldn't let him. I don't know but I should feel better if he had. I haven't been proud of that letter of mine as time has gone on, mother; I think I behaved very narrow-mindedly, very personally in it." "You behaved justly." "Justly? I thought you had your doubts of that. At any rate, I had when it came to hearing the girl accusing herself as if she had been guilty of some monstrous wickedness, and I realized that I had made her feel so." "She threw herself on your pity!" "No, she didn't, mother. Don't make it impossible for me to tell you just how it was." "I won't. Go on." "I don't say she was manly about it; that couldn't be, but she was certainly not throwing herself on my pity, unless--unless--" "What?" "Unless you call it so for her to say that she wanted to own up to me, because she could have no rest till she had done so; she couldn't put it behind her till she had acknowledged it; she couldn't work; she couldn't get well." He saw his mother trying to consider it fairly, and in response he renewed his own resolution not to make himself the girl's advocate with her, but to continue the dispassionate historian of the case. At the same time his memory was filled with the vision of how she had done and said the things he was telling, with what pathos, with what grace, with what beauty in her appeal. He saw the tears that came into her eyes at times and that she indignantly repressed as she hurried on in the confession which
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