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Probably she had not meant to convey any reproach to Verrian by Bushwick's praise, but he felt reproach in it. "It only happened last week. You do wish me happy, don't you? No one knows what a winter I have had till now. Everything seeming to fail--" She choked, and did not say more. He said, aimlessly, "I am sorry--" "Let me sit down a moment," she begged. And she dropped upon the bench at which she faltered, and rested there, as if from the exhaustion of running. When she could get her breath she began again: "There is something else I want to tell you." She stopped. And he asked, to prompt her, "Yes?" "Thank you," she answered, piteously. And she added, with superficial inconsequence, "I shall always think you were very cruel." He did not pretend not to know what she meant, and he said, "I shall always think so, too. I tried to revenge myself for the hurt your harmless hoax did my vanity. Of course, I made believe at the time that I was doing an act of justice, but I never was able to brave it out afterwards." "But you were--you were doing an act of justice. I deserved what you said, but I didn't deserve what has followed. I meant no harm--it was a silly prank, and I have suffered for it as if it were a crime, and the consequences are not ended yet. I should think that, if there is a moral government of the universe, the Judge of all the earth would know when to hold his hand. And now the worst of it is to come yet." She caught Verrian's arm, as if for help. "Don't--don't!" he besought her. "What will people think?" "Yes, Yes!" she owned, releasing him and withdrawing to the other end of the seat. "But it almost drives me wild. What shall I do? You ought to know. It is your fault. You have frightened me out of daring to tell the truth." Had he, indeed, done that? Verrian asked himself, and it seemed to him that he had done something like it. If it was so, he must help her over her fear now. He answered, bluntly, harshly: "You must tell him all about it--" "But if he won't believe me? Do you think he will believe me? Would you believe me?" "You have nothing to do with that. There is nothing for you but to tell him the whole story. You mustn't share such a secret with any one but your husband. When you tell him it will cease to be my secret." "Yes, yes." "Well, then, you must tell him, unless--" "Yes," she prompted. Then they were both silent, looking intensely into each other's ey
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