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led now by an infinite pity. Not that he had lost sight of what she had done for him; but now that his eyes were clearer, he saw her as she was, and felt to the full the pathos of her vanity. Wyndham's book was severely criticised in Devon Street. One day, about four months after its appearance, Hardy had returned to the subject nearest his heart, and was discussing it with Katherine as he sat to her for his portrait, now nearly finished. He had just pleasantly told her that he wished he had managed to fall in love with her instead of with Audrey; she would have made something very different of him--a remark to which Katherine made no answer, treating it, as Hardy thought, with the contempt it deserved. Then he broke out, as he had done many a time before. "I don't know how it is. When I was away from her, I used to think of her as a sort of amateur angel leading me on." (Katherine smiled; it was very evident that Audrey had "led him on.") "When I was with her she seemed to be a little devil, encouraging everything that was bad in me. I don't know how she did it; but she did. And yet, Kathy, whatever they may say, I don't believe she's bad. I don't swear, of course, that she's a paragon of goodness----" "Isn't there a medium?" "But she was a sweet little thing before she met that scoundrel Wyndham. Wasn't she?" But Katherine was giving the whole of her attention to Vincent's nose. "Putting Audrey out of the question, I don't think much of Mr. Langley Wyndham. I don't like his books; I can't breathe in his stuffy drawing-rooms. Why can't the fellow open his windows sometimes and let in a little of God's fresh air? As you know, I believe he's even a shadier character than I am." "He hasn't got a character; it's all run to literature." "H'm--I'm not so sure about that." Katherine had laid down her brushes, and was examining her work with her head on one side. "Well, he can't draw a character, anyhow; Laura's simply impossible." "I don't know. Laura is Audrey, and Audrey's a funny person." "I used to think that Audrey wasn't a person--that she was made up of little bits of people stuck together." "That's not bad, Sis. She _is_ made up of bits of people stuck together." "Yes; but the thing is, what makes them stick? Mr. Wyndham doesn't go into that, and _that's_ Audrey. His work is clever--too clever by half--but it's terribly superficial." Hardy meditated on that saying; then he began again.
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