_Enfin_, life seemed
bright, beautiful, and cheerful.
"After all, I really think hope is a higher satisfaction than
possession.
"But I stray from the subject.
"Let me see, you left me in bed trying to get warm, and waiting for
someone to provide the necessary number of coppers for a dinner.
"In 1861, I at last found a sufficiently remunerative situation at
Hachette's, the publishers.
"I began at 200 francs a month. I did my work so thoroughly that I was
soon raised. After a certain time I was placed in the advertising
department, and there came in contact with the writers and newspaper
men, who, in my first literary efforts, gave me a helping hand.
"During my stay in that office, I never ceased writing.
"You must know that I was all my life a very hard and conscientious
worker.
"After my day's work at the office, I used to read and write for hours
at home by candlelight. In fact, the habit of writing at night became so
inveterate that, long afterwards, when I had time in the day, I pulled
down the blinds in my room and lit the lamp in order to work.
"Towards this epoch I met my two college friends again. One had gained
some notoriety as a painter, the other was a student at the _ecole
polytechnique_. We resumed our rambles in the woods and our discussions.
This, I am convinced, was of great use to me, as our different ways of
looking at things enabled me to judge of characters, and to appreciate
differing opinions.
"Before I left college, viz., when I was 17, I had written the '_Contes
a Ninon_.' These I retouched a little, and determined to try my luck as
a writer with them.
"As usual, with young and unknown writers, publishers received me and
politely returned my manuscript. I tried my employer, but, although he
encouraged me, and showed his sense of appreciation, by giving me a
more responsible position, he refused to publish my story. Finally, I
presented it to Mr. Hetzel, and to my indescribable joy he accepted it.
"The book was very favourably reviewed, but sold very poorly.
"Soon afterwards, I began contributing to the _Vie Parisienne_ and the
_Petit Journal_, and thus got launched in journalism.
[Illustration: THE BEDROOM.]
"As my evenings alone did not enable me to do all the work I had in
hand, I resigned my situation in 1867, and devoted myself exclusively to
literature.
"This did not improve my position, and I was obliged, for a certain
time, to suffer new hardships and
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