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t she thought might interest or amuse him; but she deluded him by no expressions of affection or devotion. The duke's absence, that was expected to last but two weeks, was prolonged to six. Still Valerie delayed leaving the Hotel de la Motte. She shrank from taking the final step, until it should seem absolutely necessary. At length, after an absence of nearly seven weeks, the Duke of Hereward wrote to his young wife that he was about to return home, and would follow his letter in twenty-four hours. This letter threw her into a state of excessive nervous excitement, and when her daily visitor entered her room a few hours after its reception, he found her in this condition. "Why, what is the matter, Valerie? What on earth has happened?" he inquired, in much anxiety. "The hour has come! I must go!" she answered, trembling. "Well, so much the better. You are ready to go. You have been ready for weeks past! Do not falter now that the time is at hand." "I do not falter in resolution, only in strength." "The sooner it is over the better. I will take you away this afternoon, if you wish." "Yes, yes, take me away as soon as possible!" "Have you thought of where you would like to go first?" "Yes! I have thought and decided! I want you to take me to Italy--to St. Vito, where we were married, and to the vine-dresser's cottage, in the Apennines, where we passed the first days of our marriage, and the happiest days of our lives." "It will be very sad for you there," said Waldemar, compassionately. "Yes! I know it will be so without you! for of course I must live without you! and though I do not love you as I used to do, because love has perished out of my soul, still, I know, there in that place where we were so happy in our honeymoon, I shall be always comparing the happy days that _were_ with the sorrowful days that _are_!" "But still, if that is so, why do you go there?" "Oh, Waldemar, it is the only place for me! I cannot go among entire strangers. I am such a coward. I am afraid in my loneliness: I should be driven to despair or to insanity, or worse than all, to the unpardonable sin of suicide! I dare not go among strangers, nor dare I go among people who know me as the Duchess of Hereward, or knew me as Valerie de la Motte, for they would scorn and abhor me, and their company would be far worse than the very worst solitude. No! I must go to the vine-dresser's cottage in the Apennines. Good
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