our conference,
my dear Master. (_Looking around_) And yet I must admit that your rude
treatment has made me feel a great deal more at ease. Isn't that
strange? And in spite of the fact that, after this unexpected turn, my
hopes must be held practically--I beg your pardon!--completely disposed
of.... In spite of this I feel actually in much better spirits than I
have done for a long time. Even if I am not to have the happiness of
which I have foolishly dared to dream so long....
AMADEUS
Was it so very foolish?
SIGISMUND (_good-humoredly_)
Oh, yes. But this is at least an acceptable conclusion. (_Shaking his
head_) It seems queer! If I hadn't come here at this very moment, you
might never have learned--you might never have believed--might have
believed that Cecilia.... And one of us might perhaps--must perhaps
have.... (_He makes a gesture to complete the sentence_)
AMADEUS
It was indeed a strange coincidence that made you choose this
particular moment....
SIGISMUND
Coincidence, you say? Oh, no, there are no coincidences--as you will
discover sooner or later. (_Pause_) Well, good-by then, and give my
regards to Mrs. ... Adams ...
AMADEUS
You can safely call her Cecilia.
SIGISMUND
... and tell her, please, that she mustn't be angry with me for having
taken such a step without her knowledge. Of course, my going away won't
surprise her. When leaving her yesterday, I told her that I couldn't
continue this kind of existence.
AMADEUS
And she...? What did she say?
SIGISMUND (_hesitatingly_)
She....
AMADEUS (_excited again_)
She tried to keep you here...?
SIGISMUND
Yes.
AMADEUS
So that after all...!
SIGISMUND
Now she won't try any longer, my dear Master. (_With a wistful smile_)
I have served my purpose.
AMADEUS
What do you mean?
SIGISMUND
Oh, I can see now why she needed me--of course, you were not at all
aware of it!
AMADEUS
Why did she need you?
SIGISMUND
Simply and solely as a means of winning you back.
AMADEUS
What makes you think...?
SIGISMUND
What...? That she has succeeded.
AMADEUS
No, Sigismund--she hadn't lost me--in spite of all that had happened.
In fact, I feel as if I had rather lost her than she--me.
SIGISMUND
That's awfully kind of you. But now--God be with you!
AMADEUS (_with something like emotion_)
And when shall we see you again?
SIGISMUND
I don't know. Perhaps never.---Please don't imagine that
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