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have been more concerned about me. I could never have stayed away several months if he hadn't found it very convenient at that particular moment. And there was only one danger connected with the whole story--that you might be shot dead by Fedor Wangenheim, my dear Prince. PRINCE Why I by him? It might have taken another turn. You are not a believer in judgment by ordeal, are you? And the outcome might have proved questionable from such a point of view even. You see, we poor mortals can never be sure how things of that kind are regarded up above. MIZZIE You would never talk like that in the Upper House--supposing you ever opened your mouth during one of its sessions. PRINCE Possibly not. But the fundamental thing remains, that no amount of honesty or daring could have availed in the least at the time. It would have been nothing but useless cruelty toward those nearest to us. It's doubtful whether a dispensation could have been obtained--and besides, the Princess would never have agreed to a divorce--which you know as well as I do. MIZZIE Just as if I had cared in the least for the ceremony...! PRINCE Oh.... MIZZIE Not in the least. Is that new to you? Didn't I tell you so at the time? Oh, you'll never guess what might ... (_her words emphasized by her glance_) what I ... of what I might have been capable at that time. I would have followed you anywhere--everywhere--even as your mistress. I and the child. To Switzerland, to America. After all, we could have lived wherever it happened to suit us. And perhaps, if you had gone away, they might never even have noticed your absence in the Upper House. PRINCE Yes, of course, we might have run away and settled down somewhere abroad.... But do you still believe that a situation like that would have proved agreeable in the long run, or even bearable? MIZZIE No, I don't nowadays. Because, you see, I know you now. But at that time I was in love with you. And it is possible that I--might have gone on loving you for a long time, had you not proved too _cowardly_ to assume the responsibility for what had happened.... Yes, too much of a coward, Prince Egon. PRINCE Whether that be the proper word.... MIZZIE Well, I don't know of any other. There was no hesitation on my part. I was ready to face everything--with joy and pride. I was ready to be a mother, and to confess myself the mother of our child. And you knew it, Egon. I told you so
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