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tness and frankness born in some way in this new world apart from civilization, like a wind-blown flame, irresponsible and irresistible, swept over Molly Wingate's soul as swiftly, as unpremeditatedly as it had over his. She was a young woman fit for love, disposed for love, at the age for love. Now, to her horror, the clasp of this man's arm, even when repelled in memory, returned, remained in memory! She was frightened that it still remained--frightened at her own great curiousness. "About--that"--he knew what she meant--"I don't want you to think anything but the truth of me. If you have deceived people, I don't want to deceive you." "What do you mean?" He was a man of not very many words. "About--that!" "You said it could never be." "No. If it could, I would not be stopping here now to say so much." He stepped closer, frowning. "What is it you are saying then--that a man's a worse brute when he goes mad, as I did?" "I expect not," said Molly Wingate queerly. "It is very far, out here. It's some other world, I believe. And I suppose men have kissed girls. I suppose no girl ever was married who was not ever kissed." "What are you saying?" "I said I wanted you to know the truth about a woman--about me. That's just because it's not ever going to be between us. It can't be, because of that other matter in Mexico. If it had not been for that, I suppose after a time I wouldn't have minded what you did back there. I might have kissed you. It must be terrible to feel as you feel now, so ashamed. But after all--" "It was criminal!" he broke out. "But even criminals are loved by women. They follow them to jail, to the gallows. They don't mind what the man is--they love him, they forgive him. They stand by him to the very end!" "Yes, I suppose many a girl loves a man she knows she never can marry. Usually she marries someone else. But kissing! That's terrible!" "Yes. But you will not let me make it splendid and not terrible. You say it never can be--that means we've got to part. Well, how can I forget?" "I don't suppose you can. I don't suppose that--that I can!" "What are you going to say? Don't! Oh, please don't!" But she still went on, strangely, not in the least understanding her own swift change of mood, her own intent with him, _vis-a-vis_, here in the wilderness. "While we were walking down here just now," said she, "somehow it all began to seem not so wrong. It only seemed to stay w
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