tness and frankness born in some
way in this new world apart from civilization, like a wind-blown flame,
irresponsible and irresistible, swept over Molly Wingate's soul as
swiftly, as unpremeditatedly as it had over his. She was a young woman
fit for love, disposed for love, at the age for love. Now, to her
horror, the clasp of this man's arm, even when repelled in memory,
returned, remained in memory! She was frightened that it still
remained--frightened at her own great curiousness.
"About--that"--he knew what she meant--"I don't want you to think
anything but the truth of me. If you have deceived people, I don't want
to deceive you."
"What do you mean?" He was a man of not very many words.
"About--that!"
"You said it could never be."
"No. If it could, I would not be stopping here now to say so much."
He stepped closer, frowning.
"What is it you are saying then--that a man's a worse brute when he goes
mad, as I did?"
"I expect not," said Molly Wingate queerly. "It is very far, out here.
It's some other world, I believe. And I suppose men have kissed girls. I
suppose no girl ever was married who was not ever kissed."
"What are you saying?"
"I said I wanted you to know the truth about a woman--about me. That's
just because it's not ever going to be between us. It can't be, because
of that other matter in Mexico. If it had not been for that, I suppose
after a time I wouldn't have minded what you did back there. I might
have kissed you. It must be terrible to feel as you feel now, so
ashamed. But after all--"
"It was criminal!" he broke out. "But even criminals are loved by women.
They follow them to jail, to the gallows. They don't mind what the man
is--they love him, they forgive him. They stand by him to the very end!"
"Yes, I suppose many a girl loves a man she knows she never can marry.
Usually she marries someone else. But kissing! That's terrible!"
"Yes. But you will not let me make it splendid and not terrible. You say
it never can be--that means we've got to part. Well, how can I forget?"
"I don't suppose you can. I don't suppose that--that I can!"
"What are you going to say? Don't! Oh, please don't!"
But she still went on, strangely, not in the least understanding her
own swift change of mood, her own intent with him, _vis-a-vis_, here in
the wilderness.
"While we were walking down here just now," said she, "somehow it all
began to seem not so wrong. It only seemed to stay w
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