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you think about love, Betty?" "I don't know anything about it yet, except from books," said I. "Mother doesn't like my reading modern novels much, and we haven't many in the library, for Vic reads French ones and hides them. But there are other books besides novels that tell about love--some heavenly ones." "I should think there were," said Sally. "But I didn't ask you what you knew; I asked what you _thought_. Have you ever thought about what it would be like to be in love?" "Yes," I had to admit, shamefacedly, for as she is not a man, luckily it wasn't necessary to tell a fib. "Have you?" "I _know_, once for all," said Sally, in a changed voice. "That is why I wanted to talk about it to you, before you really begin life over here. Perhaps--it depends on your opinions of love--I'll tell you my little story. I don't tell it to people. But maybe I will to you, this morning. We shall see." "Is it a sad story, dear?" I asked. "Yes. It's sad." "Perhaps it may end well yet, though," I tried to comfort her. Sally shook her head. "It can't, in this world. And the saddest part of all is that it was my own fault. But I didn't understand the relative value of things when I lost the _one_ thing in the world that can make real happiness for a woman. I should like _you_ to understand them while you still have time." "And I should love to hear your story, if it won't make you too sad thinking of it," I said. "Oh, I am always thinking of it. It's never really out of my mind for a minute. It's there, you know, like an undertone; just as when you live near the sea, there's always the sound of the waves underlying every other sound, though you mayn't be listening for it." "Then tell me," I said. "Not yet. I haven't asked you the questions yet, which will show me when you answer them, whether you need to hear the story or not. Could you imagine yourself marrying without first being in love?" "No-o," I said thoughtfully. "Not when it really _came_ to it. But Vic says that's all nonsense; that no woman, no matter how much she thinks herself in love, ever stops in love with her husband. The thing is to marry a man who will let you do as you like; and of course he must be rich." Sally sighed. "Well, dear, she's your sister, and I'm just nothing to you at all, but I'd like to tell you to forget about her advice, and not care whether a man is rich or poor, or even well born, if only he's _made_ himself a gentle
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