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And when that heart grew colder,--colder still, I, ignorant, tried all duties to fulfil, Blaming my foolish pain, exacting will, All,--anything but him. It was to be The full draught others drink up carelessly Was made this bitter Tantalus-cup for me. I say again,--he gives me all I claimed, I and my children never shall be shamed: He is a just man,--he will live unblamed. Only--O God, O God, to cry for bread. And get a stone! Daily to lay my head Upon a bosom where the old love's dead! Dead?--Fool! It never lived. It only stirred Galvanic, like an hour-cold corpse. None heard: So let me bury it without a word. He'll keep that other woman from my sight. I know not if her face be foul or bright; I only know that it was his delight-- As his was mine; I only know he stands Pale, at the touch of their long-severed hands, Then to a flickering smile his lips commands, Lest I should grieve, or jealous anger show. He need not. When the ship's gone down, I trow, We little reck whatever wind may blow. And so my silent moan begins and ends, No world's laugh or world's taunt, no pity of friends Or sneer of foes, with this my torment blends. None knows,--none heeds. I have a little pride; Enough to stand up, wifelike, by his side, With the same smile as when I was his bride. And I shall take his children to my arms; They will not miss these fading, worthless charms; Their kiss--ah! unlike his--all pain disarms. And haply as the solemn years go by, He will think sometimes, with regretful sigh, The other woman was less true than I. DINAH MARIA MULOCK CRAIK. DOROTHY IN THE GARRET. In the low-raftered garret, stooping Carefully over the creaking boards, Old Maid Dorothy goes a-groping Among its dusty and cobwebbed hoards; Seeking some bundle of patches, hid Far under the eaves, or bunch of sage, Or satchel hung on its nail, amid The heirlooms of a bygone age. There is the ancient family chest, There the ancestral cards and hatchel; Dorothy, sighing, sinks down to rest, Forgetful of patches, sage, and satchel. Ghosts of faces peer from the gloom Of the chimney, where with swifts and reel, And the long-disused, dismantled loom, Stands the old-fashioned spinning-wheel. She sees it back in the clean-swept kitchen, A part of her girlhood's little world; Her mother is there by the window, stitching; Spindle buzzes, and reel is whirled With many a click: on her l
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