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ype loves her husband because she sees through him, yet believes in him and sympathises with his aims, and intends to make a success of him. And she usually does." "And which am I?" inquired Dolly. "The latter, undoubtedly--the higher type. And therefore, if there had been nothing else in the way, I think I should have given myself the benefit of the doubt. But----" "He turned and looked at me here," writes Dolly, and said-- "'But your feminine instinct is chafing against all this laborious weighing of pros and cons. In your own mind you summed up the situation ten minutes ago. I am--"impossible." Isn't that it?' "My _dear_, I nearly _screamed_, for of course that is just what was in my mind. But I couldn't very well say so, so I just sat there and looked rather idiotic and he went on-- "'In other words, I am not quite a gentleman.' "Then I said quite suddenly-- "'Robin, whatever else you may be, you _are_ a gentleman.' "He got quite pink. 'Thank you,' he said. 'But for all that, I am too rough a suitor for such a polished little aristocrat as yourself.' (Rather cheek, that! After all, Dilly, we're five feet seven.) 'We live in an artificial sort of world; and a man, in order not to jar on those around him, requires certain social accomplishments. I have few--at present. You have taught me a great deal, but I should still rather discredit you as a husband. My want of polish would 'affront' you, as we say in Scotland. I am a better beater than shot; I can break a horse better than I can ride it; and I dance a reel better than I waltz. I have strength, but no grace; ability, but no distinction. Of course, if you and I really loved each other--you being of Type Two--none of these things would matter. But for all that, it would hurt you to see people smiling at your husband's little _gaucheries_, wouldn't it?' "I didn't answer, and he got up and went and leaned against the mantelpiece. "'Listen,' he said, 'and I will tell you what I have decided to do. I have made up my mind not to have a try for you--badly though I want it--till I consider that I have reached your standard. I fixed that standard myself, so it is a very, very high one, I have been schooling myself and shaping myself to attain it ever since I met you. But I have not quite reached it yet, and therefore I have nothing to ask of you now.'" "Then what on earth have you b
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