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color and fresh air about me. On the other side of my wall is her cottage, and one day she began to play, play like an angel. You know how that would move me. I sent a note to her telling her that a blind beggar had been lifted into heaven for a little while by her music, and would be glad if, of her clemency, he might sometimes be so lifted again. After that she played to me every day, and so, she being alone--for her mother, it seems, had died early in the spring, soon after they came--and I being lonely, we gradually drifted into--Oh, I know it's monstrous!' he exclaimed, breaking off in his recital, and evidently afraid of the mental recoil he suspected in me, 'monstrous to consider that a beautiful young woman should bear the name, even, of wife to me; but she is very poor, and now entirely desolate. I am, comparatively speaking, well off, and I cannot live long! I shall at least leave her better able to fight the world. You'll think I could do that, I suppose, in any event, for a man such as I am--a sightless head in command of a body that cannot move hand or foot--might _will_ what he pleased to any woman without exciting adverse comment; but I ask you, haven't I the right to allow myself the happiness of her near companionship for whatever time it may be before I die? It seems to me that I have, since, instead of shrinking from me, she loves me, and is willing, indeed,--bless her wonderful heart for it,--_wilful_ to marry me. What time is it?' he cried abruptly, turning his blank eyes toward the clock on the mantelpiece. "'Five minutes before nine,' I answered. "'She will be here directly,' he said. 'I had a piano of my mother's put in order and moved in here as soon as the garden grew too cold for me. She comes every evening to play to me. You will see her with me, and alone if you like, and to-morrow you must tell me, man to man, what you think I ought or ought not to do. She knows that I was to write and put the case before you, but she will be surprised to find you here.' "'I will do my best,' said I, infinitely moved, 'to make friends with her.' "'I wish I could tell what you are thinking now!' he cried out with sudden passion, and then, before I could reply, he said, 'Hush! I hear her in the hall.' "All the excitement died out of his face, leaving it white and drawn, but peaceful. I had heard nothing. "'She's coming,' he whispered, 'and she'll be so embarrassed, poor, pretty soul. She thinks
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