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n to have deceived me. Besides, what was there to be done if she loved another? She ought not, of course, to have promised me her hand--a hand without a heart _must_ bring dishonour with it. I said nothing to anybody. I went back to the castle, and the next day I had an interview with the girl's father, and made pecuniary demands upon him, which, in view of the shattered state of his finances, I knew it was impossible for him to comply with. We split upon that very point. There was no marriage. The guests separated. The world laughed. I was cried down as a money-grubber, and for a long time I was in such bad odour, that I'll wager anything that if I had sued for the hand of any respectable girl her relations would have shown me the door in double-quick time. My darling little Cornelia certainly displayed great strength of mind to accept a man who was notorious for having jilted his bride." "And you had to endure a whole heap of persecutions in consequence." "Yes, a great many. The Hetfalusys had powerful kinsfolk who did their utmost to make life intolerable to me. A nephew of Benjamin's, who was an officer in the guards, insulted me publicly in the street. The most damaging insinuations were made against me in high places. All my measures were openly and freely criticized. They sought to embroil me with the county authorities. I was persecuted by high and low. I defended myself and held my tongue. I fought duels, I had an answer for everyone. I suffered in silence--but I never betrayed that lady's secret. Keep what I have told you in the depths of your heart, my darling, as I have done hitherto." Cornelia kissed her husband's high open forehead. "Yet poor Leonora had her punishment too," said she; "he whom she longed after so much when once she possessed him made her wretched. Szephalmi was unfaithful to her." "My dear Cornelia, you cannot have love without respect. Szephalmi only married his wife because her desperation drove him to do so. I have often heard people say that Leonora used to dance at parties as if she wished to kill herself, and would drink quantities of iced water when she was in a most heated condition. It was no longer a pretence with her. What scenes took place at home between her mother and herself it was no business of mine to pry into; but this I know right well that the girl one day went straight to Szephalmi and threatened him there and then with something terrible if he did not marry
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