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ad scene for a few minutes, with mingled feelings of anger, horror, and disgust. Then, closing the door softly after him, he strode through the street, and knocking peremptorily at all the doors, he soon had a procession of the fathers and mothers of the children following him to the public house. What occurred then has passed into the historical annals of Kilronan. It is enough to say here that its good people heard that night certain things which made their ears tingle for many a day. Mrs. Haley came up to my house the following morning to give up her license; and there was a general feeling abroad that every man, woman, and child in Kilronan should become total abstainers for life. "But that's all," said Father Letheby; "and now I am really sick of the entire business; and to-morrow I shall write to the Bishop for my _exeat_, and return to England or go to Australia, where I have been promised a mission." It was rather late, and I should have been long ago in my comfortable bed; but the text was too good to miss. "My dear Father Letheby," I said, "it is clear to me that you are working not for God's honor, but for your own _kudos_." He started at these strong words, and stared at me. "Because," I continued calmly, "if it was the honor of God you had at heart, this calamity, the intensity of which I have no idea of minimizing, would have stimulated you to fresh efforts instead of plunging you into despair. But your pride is touched and your honor is tarnished, and you dread the criticism of men. Tell me honestly, are you grieved because God has been offended, or because all your fine plans have _ganged aglee?_ There! Dear St. Bonaventure, what a burden you laid on the shoulders of poor humanity when you said, _Ama nesciri, et pro nihilo reputari_. You did not know, in the depths of your humility, that each of us has a pretty little gilded idol which is labelled _Self!_ And that each of us is a fanatic in seeking to make conversions to our own little god. And I am not at all sure but that education only helps us to put on a little more gilding and a little more tawdry finery on our hidden deity; and that even when we sit in judgment upon him, as we do when preparing for Confession, it is often as a gentle and doting mother, not as an inflexible and impartial judge. Here are you now (turning to Father Letheby), a good, estimable, zealous, and successful priest; and because you have been touched in a sore point
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