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ontrary, that a woman would be sooner repelled by an egoist.... All young men--the youth you speak of--all are egoists, they are all occupied only with themselves, even when they love. Believe me, a woman is not only able to value self-sacrifice; she can sacrifice herself.' Natalya's cheeks were slightly flushed and her eyes shining. Before her friendship with Rudin she would never have succeeded in uttering such a long and ardent speech. 'You have heard my views on woman's mission more than once,' replied Rudin with a condescending smile. 'You know that I consider that Joan of Arc alone could have saved France.... but that's not the point. I wanted to speak of you. You are standing on the threshold of life.... To dwell on your future is both pleasant and not unprofitable.... Listen: you know I am your friend; I take almost a brother's interest in you. And so I hope you will not think my question indiscreet; tell me, is your heart so far quite untouched?' Natalya grew hot all over and said nothing, Rudin stopped, and she stopped too. 'You are not angry with me?' he asked. 'No,' she answered, 'but I did not expect----' 'However,' he went on, 'you need not answer me. I know your secret.' Natalya looked at him almost with dismay. 'Yes, yes, I know who has won your heart. And I must say that you could not have made a better choice. He is a splendid man; he knows how to value you; he has not been crushed by life--he is simple and pure-hearted in soul... he will make your happiness.' 'Of whom are you speaking, Dmitri Niklaitch?' 'Is it possible you don't understand? Of Volintsev, of course. What? isn't it true?' Natalya turned a little away from Rudin. She was completely overwhelmed. 'Do you imagine he doesn't love you? Nonsense! he does not take his eyes off you, and follows every movement of yours; indeed, can love ever be concealed? And do not you yourself look on him with favour? So far as I can observe, your mother, too, likes him.... Your choice----' 'Dmitri Nikolaitch,' Natalya broke in, stretching out her hand in her confusion towards a bush near her, 'it is so difficult, really, for me to speak of this; but I assure you... you are mistaken.' 'I am mistaken!' repeated Rudin. 'I think not. I have not known you very long, but I already know you well. What is the meaning of the change I see in you? I see it clearly. Are you just the same as when I met you first, six weeks ago? No, Natalya A
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