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u decide to remain and live near us. Oh, Amy, if you only knew how I try not to think of the possibility of your going away from us--to think that when you do go, it means that I may never see you again." "I do not want to go away, Marie. I have told you the story of my life, and how very unhappy I was in my girlhood--an orphan without a friend in the world except my aunt, who resented my orphanage, and treated me as 'a thorn in the flesh,' but I did not tell you that until I met you I never had a girl or woman friend in all my life. And now I feel that as I have found one, I cannot sever myself from her, now that my husband is dead and I and the babe are alone in the world." Marie Raymond passed her arms around her friend's waist. "Amy, dear, _do_ stay in Samoa. I, too, have no woman friend except some of my mother's people--who would give their lives for me. But I am not a white woman. My mother's blood--of which I _am_ proud--is in my veins, and when I was at school in Australia, it used to cut me to the heart to have to submit to insults from girls who took a delight in torturing and harassing me because of it. One day I lost control of myself; I heard them whispering something about 'the wild girl from the woods,' and I told them that my mother could trace her descent back for five hundred years in an unbroken line, whilst I was quite certain none of them would like to say who their grandfathers were. My words told, for there were really five or six girls in the school who had the convict taint. I was called before the principal, and asked to apologise. I refused, and said that I had only said openly and under the greatest provocation what more than a dozen other girls had told me!" "How did it end?" "In mutual apologies, and peace was restored. But I was never happy there--I loathe the memory of my school days, and was glad to come back to Samoa." "Neither were my English school days happy, but I even liked being at school in preference to staying with my aunt. I hated the thought of going to her for the holidays. She was a narrow-minded, selfish woman--a clergyman's widow, and seemed to take a delight in mortifying me by continually reminding me that all the money left by my father was L500, which would just pay for my education and no more. 'When you are eighteen,' she would say, 'you must not expect a home with me. Other girls go out as companions; you must do the same. Therefore try and fit yourself
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