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eSTERMARK and CARL. Part? AXEL. Yes, when there are no ties to bind things, they loosen of themselves. This wasn't a marriage; it was only living together, or something even worse. DR. OeSTERMARK. There is bad air here. Come, let's go. AXEL. Yes, I want to get out--out of here. [They start for the door. Abel comes in.] ABEL. What, are you leaving? AXEL. Does that astonish you? ABEL. Let me have a word with you. AXEL. Go on. ABEL. Don't you want to go in and see Bertha? AXEL. No! ABEL. What have you done to her? AXEL. I have bent her. ABEL. I noticed that--she is black and blue around the wrists! Look at me! I didn't think that of you. Well, conqueror, triumph now! AXEL. It's an uncertain conquest, and I don't even wish for it. ABEL. Are you sure of that? [She leans over to Axel, in low voice.] Bertha loves you now--now that you have bent her. AXEL. I know it. But I don't love her any longer. ABEL. Won't you go in and see her? AXEL. No, it's all over. [Takes doctor's arm.] Come! ABEL. May I take a message to Bertha? AXEL. No! Yes! Tell her, that I despise and abhor her. ABEL. Good-bye, my friend. AXEL. Good-bye, my enemy. ABEL. Enemy? AXEL. Are you my friend? ABEL. I don't know. Both and neither. I am a bastard-- AXEL. We are all that, as we are crocheted out of man and woman! Perhaps you have loved me in your way, as you wanted to separate Bertha and me. ABEL [Rolling a cigarette]. Loved! I wonder how it seems to love? No, I cannot love; I must be deformed--for it made me happy to see you two until the envy of deformity set me on fire. Perhaps you love me? AXEL. No, on my honor! You have been an agreeable comrade who happened to be dressed like a woman; you have never impressed me as belonging to another sex; and love, you see, can and should exist only between individuals of opposite sexes-- ABEL. Sex love, yes! AXEL. Is there any other, then? ABEL. I don't know! But I am to be pitied. And this hate, this terrible hate! Perhaps that would disappear if you men were not so afraid to love us, if you were not so--how shall I express it--so moral, as it's called. AXEL. But in heaven's name, be a little more lovable, then, and don't get yourselves up so that one is forced to think of the penal law whenever one looks at you. ABEL. Do you think I'm such a fright, then? AXEL. Well, you know, you must pardon me, but you are awful. [Bertha comes in.]
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