ecause I agreed with all the rest of them that it was best to put
her there.
CHRISTINE. My dear, you are always accusing yourself. It was fortunate
she could be taken care of like that--poor little thing!
ELIS. Well, perhaps you're right. It is best so. She is as well off
there as she could be anywhere. When I think of how she used to go about
here casting gloom over every attempt at happiness, how her fate weighed
us down like a nightmare, then I am tempted to feel almost glad about
it. I believe the greatest misfortune that could happen would be to see
her cross this threshold. Selfish brute that I am!
CHRISTINE. Human being that you are!
ELIS. And yet--I suffer--suffer at the thought of her misery and my
father's.
CHRISTINE. It seems as tho' some were born to suffer.
ELIS. You poor Christine--to be drawn into this family, which was cursed
from the beginning! Yes, doomed!
CHRISTINE. You don't know whether it's all trial or punishment, Elis.
Perhaps I can help you through the struggles.
ELIS. Do you think mother has a clean dress tie for me?
CHRISTINE [Anxiously]. Are you going out?
ELIS. I'm going out to dinner. Peter won the debate last night, you
know, and he's giving a dinner tonight.
CHRISTINE. And you're going to that dinner?
ELIS. You mean that perhaps I shouldn't because he has proven such an
unfaithful friend and pupil?
CHRISTINE. I can't deny that I was shocked by his unfaithfulness, when
he promised to quote from your theories and he simply plundered them
without giving you any credit.
ELIS. Ah, that's the way things go, but I am happy in the consciousness
that "this have I done."
CHRISTINE. Has he invited you to the dinner?
ELIS. Why, that's true--come to think of it, he didn't invite me. That's
very strange. Why didn't I think of that before! Why, he's been talking
for years as though I were to be the guest of honor at that dinner, and
he has told others that. But if I am not invited--then of course it's
pretty plain that I'm snubbed, insulted, in fact. Well, it doesn't
matter. It isn't the first time--nor the last. [Pause.]
CHRISTINE. Benjamin is late. Do you think he will pass his examinations?
ELIS. I certainly do--in Latin particularly.
CHRISTINE. Benjamin is a good boy!
ELIS. Yes, but he's somewhat of a grumbler. You know of course why he is
living here with us?
CHRISTINE. IS it because--
ELIS. Because--my father was the boy's guardian and spent his fo
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