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rld, and to feel the possibility of that----" "I see," said Hilda, and perhaps she did. But his words oppressed her. She got up with a movement which almost shook them off, and went to a promiscuous looking-glass to remove her hat. She was refreshed and vivified--she wanted to talk of the warm world. She let a decent interval elapse, however; she waited till he took his hand from his eyes. Even then, to make the transition easier, she said, "You ought to be lifted up to-day, if you are going to baptise Kally Nath to-morrow." "The Brother Superior will do it. And I don't know--I don't know. The young woman he is to marry withdraws, I believe, if he comes over to us----" "The young woman he is to marry! Oh, my dear and reverend friend! _Avec ces gens la!_ I have had a most amusing afternoon," she went on, quickly. "I have taken off my hat, now let me remove your halo." She was safe with her conceit; Arnold would always smile at any imputation of saintship. He held himself a person of broad indulgences, and would point openly to his consumption of tea cakes. But this afternoon a miasm hung over him. Hilda saw it and bent herself, with her graphic recital, to dispel it, perceived it thicken and settle down upon him, and went bravely on to the end. Mr. Macandrew and Mr. Molyneux Sinclair lived and spoke before him. It was comedy enough, in essence, to spread over a matinee. "And that is the sort of thing you store up and value," he said, when she had finished. "These persons will add to your knowledge of life." "Extremely," she replied to all of it. "I suppose they will in their measure. But personally I could wish you had not gone. Your work has no right to make such demands." "Be reasonable," she said, flushing. "Don't talk as if personal dignity were within the reach of everybody. It's the most expensive of privileges. And nothing to be so very proud of--generally the product of somebody else's humiliations, handed down. But the humiliations must have been successful, handed down in cash. My father drove a cab and died in debt. His name was Murphy. I shall be dignified some day--some day! But you see I must make it possible myself, since nobody has done it for me." "Well, then, I'll alter my complaint. Why should you play with your sincerity?" "I didn't play with it," she flashed; "I abandoned it. I am an actress." They often permitted themselves such candours; to all appearance their discussion had
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