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nd of a step came from the room overhead, and the light died out. "And what good do they do me!" she cried in soft misery. "What good do they do me!" "Considerably less than they ought. Why aren't you up there now? What more simple, honest opportunity do you want than a sick room in your own house?" Alicia, with a frightened glance at the ceiling, flew to her side. "Oh, hush!" she cried. "Go on!" "It ought to be there beside him, the charm of you. The room should be full of cool refreshing hints of what you are. Your profile should come between him and the twilight with a scent of violets." "It sounds like a plot," Alicia murmured. "It _is_ a plot. Why quibble about it? If you smile at him it's a plot. If you put a rose in your hair it's a deep-laid scheme, deeper than you perceive--the scheme the universe is built on. We wouldn't have lent ourselves to the arrangement, we women, if we had been consulted; we're naturally too scrupulous, but nobody asked us. 'Without our aid He did us make,' you know." "But--deliberately--to go so far! I couldn't, I couldn't, even if I could." Hilda leaned back in her corner with her arms extended along the back and the end of the sofa. Her hands drooped in their vigour, her knees were crossed, and her skirts draped them in long simple lines. In her symmetry and strength and the warm cloud of her hair and the soul that sat behind the shadows of her eyes Vedder might have drawn her as a tragic symbol for the poet who sang in the King's garden of wine and death and roses. "I would go further," she said, and looked as if some other thing charged with sweetness had come before her. "And even if one gained, one would never trust one's success," Alicia faltered. "Ah, if one gained one would hold," Hilda said; and while she smiled on her pupil in the arts of life, the tenderness grew in her eyes and came upon her lips. As if she knew her betrayal already complete, "I wish I had such a chance," she said. Alicia looked at her as they might have looked, across the desert, at a mirage of the Promised Land. "Then after all he has prevailed," she said. "Who?" "Hamilton Bradley." Hilda laughed--the laugh was full and light and spontaneous, as if all the training of the notes of her throat came unconsciously to make it beautiful. "How you will hold me to my _metier_," she said. "Hamilton Bradley has given up trying." "Then----" "Then think! Be clever. Be ver
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