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ith a frightened air. Presently she said, glibly: "Of course not, Treevor, and I am very, very sorry for the poor animals if they are going to be hurt." "Of course they are," I said shortly; "that is what the whole city is going to turn out to see." I felt she had no real appreciation of the subject, and that any sympathetic utterance would be made to please me. How I hate being with a companion who automatically says what will please me! A servile compliance that one knows is false is more irritating to a person of intellect than contradiction. How different Viola had always been! In physical relations she had accepted me as her owner, master, conqueror. She had never sought to deny or evade or resent the physical domination Nature has given the male over the female. But her mind had been always her own. And what a glorious strength and independence it possessed! Not even to me would she ever have said what she did not believe. Like the old martyrs, she would have given herself to the rack or the flames rather than let her lips frame words her brain did not approve. Her mind and her opinions were her own, not to be bought from her at any price whatever, and, as such, they were worth something. The assent or dissent of the fool who agrees or disagrees from fear or love is worth nothing when you've got it. We finished our luncheon and then, in a hired carriage, drove to the Plaza de Toros. I, with a feeling of cold depression, Suzee, gaily dressed and in the highest spirits. All the city was streaming out in splendid carriage or miserable shay. Rich and cultured, poor and illiterate, human beings are all alike in their love of butchery and blood. We reached the great ragged stretch of open ground, hideous and bare enough, and the structure of the bull-ring reared itself before us, a sinister curve against the laughing blue of the sky. It seemed to hum like a great hive already; there was a crowd of the poorer class about it, and men came continually in and out of the little doors in its base. We dismissed our carriage at the outer edge of the ragged ground, the driver insisting he could drive no farther. And the moment we had alighted he turned his horses' heads and started them at a furious gallop back to the city in the hope of catching another fare. We walked forwards towards the principal of the wickets through which already the people were passing to their seats. In approaching the b
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