ith a frightened air.
Presently she said, glibly:
"Of course not, Treevor, and I am very, very sorry for the poor
animals if they are going to be hurt."
"Of course they are," I said shortly; "that is what the whole city is
going to turn out to see."
I felt she had no real appreciation of the subject, and that any
sympathetic utterance would be made to please me. How I hate being
with a companion who automatically says what will please me! A servile
compliance that one knows is false is more irritating to a person of
intellect than contradiction.
How different Viola had always been! In physical relations she had
accepted me as her owner, master, conqueror. She had never sought to
deny or evade or resent the physical domination Nature has given the
male over the female. But her mind had been always her own. And what a
glorious strength and independence it possessed! Not even to me would
she ever have said what she did not believe.
Like the old martyrs, she would have given herself to the rack or the
flames rather than let her lips frame words her brain did not approve.
Her mind and her opinions were her own, not to be bought from her at
any price whatever, and, as such, they were worth something.
The assent or dissent of the fool who agrees or disagrees from fear or
love is worth nothing when you've got it.
We finished our luncheon and then, in a hired carriage, drove to the
Plaza de Toros.
I, with a feeling of cold depression, Suzee, gaily dressed and in the
highest spirits.
All the city was streaming out in splendid carriage or miserable shay.
Rich and cultured, poor and illiterate, human beings are all alike in
their love of butchery and blood. We reached the great ragged stretch
of open ground, hideous and bare enough, and the structure of the
bull-ring reared itself before us, a sinister curve against the
laughing blue of the sky.
It seemed to hum like a great hive already; there was a crowd of the
poorer class about it, and men came continually in and out of the
little doors in its base.
We dismissed our carriage at the outer edge of the ragged ground, the
driver insisting he could drive no farther. And the moment we had
alighted he turned his horses' heads and started them at a furious
gallop back to the city in the hope of catching another fare.
We walked forwards towards the principal of the wickets through which
already the people were passing to their seats. In approaching the
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