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ation, and I cannot afford to risk the renewing of it I am seriously afraid that I shall have in future to deny myself the privileges of a very pleasant friendship.' 'Your will shall be my law,' said Paul 'I have no excuse to urge, and have certainly no complaint to make of your decision. I shall go at your command, Gertrude----' She waved the paper-knife against him with a gesture which seemed to protest against that one dear familiarity. 'I beg your pardon,' he cried; 'the name escaped me. I shall not have the chance to use it often after this, and you may let it pass. I am going, but I must tell you this: I have not been very fortunate in my choice of friends amongst women, or in the choice which has been thrust upon me, and so long as I live I shall remember----' He paused, and waited for a while until he regained the mastery of himself. Then he went on steadily, with a level voice almost as if he were a schoolboy reading from a lesson-book: 'I shall remember as long as I live the beautiful thoughts with which you have inspired me, your kindness, your friendship--and, and----' He never knew how it happened--men of his temperament never do know--but he was on his knees before her, and the words burst from him with a sob. 'And--you!' She smiled upon him from the maternal height of the coquette who is a year or two older than the man she coquets with. The tears were in his eyes and on his cheeks, and glistened in the virgin beard. She stooped forward and laid a hand upon his head. 'Do you care so much to leave me, Paul?' she asked. A man of the world would have known the studied quaver in the voice--the throaty, stagey sweetness of it. What was to be expected of a yokel of genius who had been rushed through a hundred towns or so in everlasting association with De Vavasours and Montmorencys--rushed through London and through Paris under much the same inauspicious petticoat influences, and had hardly ever met a real live lady in his life on terms of intimacy until now? And Madame la Baronne de Wyeth had told him enough and had shown him enough in the way of correspondence with distinguished people of both hemispheres to let him know that she could play the part of _grand dame_ at discretion anywhere. That was possibly the preponderant influence in his mind. Had he himself been a gentleman by extraction, had he been able to meet this exquisite and delicate creature of old dreams and modern conditions on
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