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zen parties, more or less, all chattering gaily, and here and there disposed to frolic Their presence jarred on Paul, but there was no removing it He allowed Gertrude to lead the way, and she; strolling in pensive silence, brought him to a shaded avenue on the western side of the garden, where a gentleman and lady were promenading slowly arm-in-arm away from them. Gertrude laid a hand upon his arm, and stood still until the couple in front had strayed out of hearing, and then resumed her pensive march. 'How came you, Paul,' she asked, looking suddenly up to him, 'to write so strange a letter?' 'I had to write it,' Paul answered in a constricted voice, in which a certain note of anger sounded. It disturbed him to find that his resolve was melting away from him, and he felt that he must needs harden his heart if be were but partly to fulfil his purpose. 'What is there in the letter,' he asked therefore, 'which you find strange? 'You have never told me,' she responded, 'one word of your purpose until this afternoon, and you are leaving me tomorrow. Is not that a little strange, Paul?' Her voice trembled and almost broke upon his name. 'I knew nothing of it myself until yesterday,' he answered 'I have had letters of the most urgent importance, and must answer them in person.' 'How long do you expect to be away,' she asked. 'The one wise thing,' he answered, 'I could do would be to stay away altogether.' 'Ah, Paul,' she half whispered, wreathing her arm through his, 'there is your "fool's dream" again. What do you mean by the "fool's dream"? Haven't we been happy for a time?' 'Is it happiness,' Paul asked, 'to pay for a week's emptiness and longing with one minute of delirium? Is it a happy thing to be so set on one unattainable hope as to be able, dreaming or waking, to think of nothing else? A man is not to be made happy by the life I live.' 'Paul,' she whispered, 'what more can you ask than I have given you?' 'Everything,' he answered. She drew her arm away lingeringly. He let it go, and for a minute they walked in silence side by side. They reached the avenue, and turned back again. 'Can you tell me anything,' she asked after this pause--'do you care to tell me anything about your business in England.' 'That's simple enough,' he answered. 'I am within some few months of poverty, and I must get to work again. I have had a tremendous letter from old Darco, slanging me for breach of faith, and
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