FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160  
161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   >>   >|  
"It's just as I said, Macrorie," said he. "She promised to meet me at the time I mentioned. And she was there. And I was not. And now she'll consider me a scoundrel." In a few moments Jack opened out the crushed note, and read it again. "After all," said he, "she isn't so awfully affectionate." "Affectionate!" "No--she seems afraid, and talks a great deal too much of her father, and of her anguish of soul--yes, that's her expression--her anguish of soul in sacrificing him to me. By Jove!--sacrifice! Think of that! And she says she only comes because I reproach her with being the cause of grief--heavens and earth! and she says that she doesn't expect any happiness, but only remorse. By Jove! See here, Macrorie--did you ever in your life imagine that a woman, who loved a fellow well enough to make a runaway match with him, could write him in such a way? Why, hang it! she might have known that, before our honeymoon was over, that confounded old Irish scoundrel of a father of hers would have been after us, insisting on doing the heavy father of the comedy, and giving us his blessing in the strongest of brogues. And, what's more, he'd have been borrowing money of me, the beggar! Borrowing money! of _me_ --_me_--without a penny myself and head over heels in debt. Confound his impudence!" And Jack, who had begun this with remorse about Marion, ended with this burst of indignation at Marion's father, consequent upon a purely imaginary but very vivid scene, in which the latter was supposed to be extorting money from him. And he looked at me with a face that craved sympathy for such unmerited wrongs, and showed still more plainly the baby that was in him. I made no answer. His quotations from Marion's letter showed me plainly how she had been moved, and what a struggle of soul this resolve had cost her. Now I could understand the full meaning of that sombre face which I had seen in O'Halloran's parlor, and also could see why it was that she had absented herself on that last evening. Did this letter change my sentiments about her? How could it, after what I already knew? It only elevated her, for it showed that at such a time her soul was racked and torn by the claims of filial duty. Under her hallucination, and under the glamour which Jack had thrown over her, she had done a deep wrong--but I alone knew how fearful was her disenchantment, and how keen was the mental anguish that followed. "She'll never forgive me
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160  
161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

father

 

showed

 

anguish

 

Marion

 

letter

 

remorse

 

plainly

 

scoundrel

 

Macrorie

 

sympathy


supposed
 

imaginary

 

craved

 
thrown
 
looked
 
purely
 

extorting

 
glamour
 

disenchantment

 

forgive


impudence

 

Confound

 

mental

 

unmerited

 

fearful

 

consequent

 

indignation

 

hallucination

 

parlor

 

elevated


racked
 
Halloran
 
sombre
 

change

 

evening

 

absented

 

sentiments

 

meaning

 
answer
 
quotations

filial

 

resolve

 
understand
 

struggle

 
claims
 

wrongs

 
Affectionate
 

afraid

 

expression

 
sacrificing