FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89  
90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   >>   >|  
nce. Christian beat the ground with his stick. 'Your state of mind, then,' he said at length, 'is more like my own than I imagined. I, too, have wavered for a long time between literature and science, and now at last I have quite decided--quite--that scientific study is the only safe line for me. The fact is, a man must concentrate himself. Not only for the sake of practical success, but--well, for his own sake.' He spoke lazily, dreamily, propped upon his elbow, seeming to watch the sheep which panted at a few yards from him. 'I have no right,' he pursued, with a shadow of kindly anxiety on his features, 'to offer you advice, but--well, if you will let me insist on what I have learned from my own experience. There's nothing like having a special line of work and sticking to it vigorously. I, unfortunately, shall never do anything of any account,--but I know so well the conflict between diverging tastes. It has played the deuce with me, in all sorts of ways. At Zurich I utterly wasted my time, and I've done no better since I came back to England. Don't think me presumptuous. I only mean--well, it is so important to--to go ahead in one line.' His air of laughing apology was very pleasant. Godwin felt his heart open to the kind fellow. 'No one needs the advice more than I,' he replied. 'I am going back to the line I took naturally when I first began to study at all.' 'But why leave Whitelaw?' asked Christian, gently. 'Because I dislike it--I can't tell you why.' With ready tact Moxey led away from a subject which he saw was painful. 'Of course there are many other places where one can study just as well.' 'Do you know anything of the School of Mines in London?' Godwin inquired, abruptly. 'I worked there myself for a short time.' 'Then you could tell me about the--the fees, and so on?' Christian readily gave the desired information, and the listener mused over it. 'Have you any friends in London?' Moxey asked, at length. 'No. But I don't think that matters. I shall work all the harder.' 'Perhaps so,' said the other, with some hesitation. And he added thoughtfully, 'It depends on one's temperament. Doesn't answer to be too much alone--I speak for myself at all events. I know very few people in London--very few that I care anything about. That, in fact, is one reason why I am staying here longer than I intended.' He seemed to speak rather to himself than to Godwin; the half-smile on his lips
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89  
90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

London

 
Christian
 

Godwin

 

advice

 

length

 

fellow

 
places
 
dislike
 

Whitelaw

 
gently

naturally

 

replied

 

Because

 

subject

 

painful

 

information

 

answer

 

events

 
temperament
 

hesitation


thoughtfully

 

depends

 

people

 

intended

 
longer
 

reason

 
staying
 

Perhaps

 

worked

 
abruptly

inquired

 

School

 

readily

 

friends

 

matters

 

harder

 
desired
 

listener

 

propped

 

dreamily


practical

 

success

 

lazily

 

panted

 
anxiety
 
features
 

kindly

 

shadow

 
pursued
 

concentrate