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ou--So come good things together! Dearest--till to-morrow and ever I am yours, wholly yours--May God bless you! R.B. You do not ask me that 'boon'--why is that?--Besides, I have my own _real_ boons to ask too, as you will inevitably find, and I shall perhaps get heart by your example. _E.B.B. to R.B._ [Post-mark, October 7, 1845.] Ah but the good things do _not_ come together--for just as your letter comes I am driven to asking you to leave Tuesday for Wednesday. On Tuesday Mr. Kenyon is to be here or not to be here, he says--there's a doubt; and you would rather go to a clear day. So if you do not hear from me again I shall expect you on _Wednesday_ unless I hear to the contrary from you:--and if anything happens to Wednesday you shall hear. Mr. Kenyon is in town for only two days, or three. I never could grumble against him, so good and kind as he is--but he may not come after all to-morrow--so it is not grudging the obolus to Belisarius, but the squandering of the last golden days at the bottom of the purse. Do I 'stand'--Do I walk? Yes--most uprightly. I 'walk upright every day.' Do I go out? no, never. And I am not to be scolded for _that_, because when you were looking at the sun to-day, I was marking the east wind; and perhaps if I had breathed a breath of it ... farewell Pisa. People who can walk don't always walk into the lion's den as a consequence--do they? should they? Are you 'sure that they should?' I write in great haste. So Wednesday then ... perhaps! And yours every day. You understand. Wednesday--if nothing to the contrary. _R.B. to E.B.B._ 12--Wednesday. [Post-mark, October 8, 1845.] Well, dearest, at all events I get up with the assurance I shall see you, and go on till the fatal 11-1/4 p.m. believing in the same, and _then_, if after all there _does_ come such a note as this with its instructions, why, first, it _is_ such a note and such a gain, and next it makes a great day out of to-morrow that was to have been so little of a day, that is all. Only, only, I am suspicious, now, of a real loss to me in the end; for, _putting_ off yesterday, I dared put off (on your part) Friday to Saturday ... while _now_ ... what shall be said to that? Dear Mr. Kenyon to be the smiling inco
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