about,--business." And
he gave a little laugh as he spoke the last word, making her fully
understand that he was not quite at his ease.
"Of course I'll listen. And, Adolphus, pray don't be afraid about me.
What I mean is, don't think that I can't bear cares and troubles.
I can bear anything as long as you love me. I say that because I'm
afraid I seemed to complain about your going. I didn't mean to."
"I never thought you complained, dearest. Nothing can be better than
you are at all times and in every way. A man would be very hard to
please if you didn't please him."
"If I can only please you--"
"You do please me in everything. Dear Lily, I think I found an angel
when I found you. But now about this business. Perhaps I'd better
tell you everything."
"Oh, yes, tell me everything."
"But then you mustn't misunderstand me. And if I talk about money,
you mustn't suppose that it has anything to do with my love for you."
"I wish for your sake that I wasn't such a little pauper."
"What I mean to say is this, that if I seem to be anxious about
money, you must not suppose that that anxiety bears any reference
whatever to my affection for you. I should love you just the same,
and look forward just as much to my happiness in marrying you,
whether you were rich or poor. You understand that?"
She did not quite understand him; but she merely pressed his arm, so
as to encourage him to go on. She presumed that he intended to tell
her something as to their future mode of life,--something which
he supposed it might not be pleasant for her to hear, and she was
determined to show him that she would receive it pleasantly.
"You know," said he, "how anxious I have been that our marriage
should not be delayed. To me, of course, it must be everything now
to call you my own as soon as possible." In answer to which little
declaration of love, she merely pressed his arm again, the subject
being one on which she had not herself much to say.
"Of course I must be very anxious, but I find it not so easy as I
expected."
"You know what I said, Adolphus. I said that I thought we had better
wait. I'm sure mamma thinks so. And if we can only see you now and
then--"
"That will be a matter of course. But, as I was saying--Let me see.
Yes,--all that waiting will be intolerable to me. It is such a bore
for a man when he has made up his mind on such a matter as marriage,
not to make the change at once, especially when he is going to
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