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disappointed in the choice that he had made; and Sir Philip, in spite of his brave words, was very sore at heart. Janetta, all unconscious of the honor preparing for her, was meanwhile passing some miserable hours. She could not sleep that night--she knew not why. It was the excitement of the party, she supposed. But something beside excitement was stirring in her heart. She tried to give it a name, but she would not look the thing fairly in the face, and, therefore, she was not very successful in her nomenclature. She called it friendly interest in others, a desire for their happiness, a desire also for their good. What made the burning pain and unrest of these desires? Why should they cause her such suffering? She did not know--or, more correctly, she refused to know. She rose in the morning feeling haggard and unrefreshed. The day was a very hot one; the breeze had died away, and there was not a cloud in the deep blue sky. Julian Brand came in the dog-cart with the groom. He had not seen his father that morning, he said, and he thought that he had gone away, but he did not know. Gone away? Janetta sat down to her work with a heavy heart. It seemed to her that she must speak either to him or to Margaret. He was compromising her friend, and for Margaret's sake she must not hold her peace. Well, it was the day for Miss Adair's singing lesson. When she came that afternoon, Janetta made up her mind that she would say a needful word. But Margaret did not come. She sent a note, asking to be excused. She had a headache, and could not sing that afternoon. "She is afraid to come!" said Janetta, passionately, and for almost the first time she felt a thrill of anger against her friend. Another visitor came, if Margaret did not. About four o'clock, just as Julian was beginning to wonder when he would be fetched away, a thundering peal at the door knocker announced the appearance of Wyvis Brand. Janetta was in the drawing-room putting away some music when he came in. She saw that he glanced eagerly round the room, as if expecting to see someone else--perhaps Margaret Adair--and her heart hardened to him a little as she gave him her hand. Had he come at that hour because Margaret generally took her lesson then? "How cold you are!" cried Wyvis, holding the little hand for the moment in his own. "On this hot day! How _can_ you manage to keep so cool??" If his heart had been throbbing and his head burning as Janetta's we
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